Today was, well, not the best. I mean yeah I had my happy moments of the day but something was bothering me all day. I guess I should explain something before anything else.
My stepdad isn't the best person. He has anger issues. Really bad anger issues and something else happened (not explaining what though) . He hurt my mom all the time and the family was sort of falling apart. My mom went to the police and now he's not aloud back. He didn't listen and did it anyways. (I'm glad none of my family were home at the time). He was arrested and the next day he was released. So now I live in fear. Scared he's going to hurt someone in my family or he's going to show up at my school.
Why would they let him go?! Twice too. I'm scared.
So that's what's been bothering me.. but there's something else. I had a nightmare last night that he attacked the family. Hurt us all. I cried on the bus. Yeah I hide my emotions well so no one really suspected that I was hurt except for one of my best friends but I didn't explain it. So I'm doing it on here..
I want to feel safe. I want my family to be safe. I want this to be done.
Jazzy~
