I realize now that maybe it wasn't love. Maybe it was the way he treated me that made me feel special. He claimed to love me back but then goes and flirts to any other girl?
I realize now that I don't want him to date me. I don't want to date him.
I want someone who actually loves me. Someone who actually cares.
So I'll wait. Wait till I'm older. I don't necessarily need someone. I could be independent with my love life..
I don't know. I'm just confused.
Maybe even a little hurt from him.
Jazzy~
