I was alone for a bit because my mom left with my siblings to go somewhere. (This was yesterday technically but I'm writing this at like 12 in the morning). I thought I was completely fine with it but then a rush of panic came over me.
I felt like I was being watched. No matter where I was in the house. Then I seen him. By him I mean my stepdad. I'm absolutely sure he wasn't actually there and I was seeing things but it scared me.
I was freaking out, I didn't contact anyone so I sat in a corner sobbing. A couple months ago, I could've been sitting on the couch with him laughing.. but now? He scares me.
I heard my mom say things that he's done and I didn't even know it. It's scary what a secret can hide.
When will my breaking point be? People who have seen me sobbing on the floor, oh that's not even close to what could happen. If people were worried about me when I was sobbing.. I'm pretty sure you don't want to see what could happen when I'm alone.
Jazzy~
