I guess I took some time to think about things. I thought about everything that is happening right now for me.
I have amazing friends and family that I love.
My father and father figure may have left but at least there are people in my life that I want.
I had an amazing weekend with one of my besties. I realize now that I should focus on the more positive things in life.
I want to be happy. I want a happy ending. So I decided now, that I'm going to try to focus on the more positive things. I'm going to accept my body. I'm going to ignore the hate. I'm going to be happy.
It may not happen right away. It will take time. But I'm at least going to try. Try for my mom, my family.. my friends.
It's going to be a new start. I don't want people to solve problems for me. I want them to stand by me while I solve them.
A new start..
Jazzy~
