I just can't wait till summer. Nothing special is happening, I just want to sleep in.
I just want to sleep till my worries leave me. I'm tired all the time. I'm trying to be okay again but there is still these thoughts.
The man who ruined this family is coming back to town tomorrow for court.. have I admit I'm scared to anyone? No I haven't. So to anyone who cares about me.. I'm scared.
Why is it so hard to be okay? Why is almost everyone in my school assholes? Who knows. Not me for sure.
I just want my friends and I to be okay. That's what I really want too.. I really want my friends to be happy. I want to help as much as I can but it's hard. I hope they know I'm trying. I love you guys.
Anyways.. i think I'm getting sick. I'm coughing like crazy and my throats hurts. I'm getting stomach pains too. Ugh.
Jazzy~
