My Unwanted Admirer **COMPLETE**

Chapter Thirty One

Lilly's POV

I wake up to find my head is still on Logan's chest. Neither Him nor I have moved throughout the night. It's comforting to have him here. This close to me. I notice He's wearing grey sweatpants and a zippy up hoodie. His hair is in a mess and honestly it suits him. The way his hair falls gently on his forehead the little curl he gets when he doesn't keep a clean cut. That stubble. Oh good god that stubble. I feel myself getting wet just looking at him, never mind imagining what he could do to me. I haven't realised that Logan is now awake and I'm still just staring at him fantasising about him and his stubble.
"Morning," he spoke raspy.
"Morning," I say.
"How did you sleep?" He asks.
"Okay I guess." Truth is I've slept like a baby with him here. I can't tell him that though. He probably doesn't even see me like that anymore. I cannot and will not set myself up for rejection again. "How did you sleep?" I spoke.
"Good, It's the best nights sleep I've had in a while" he says honestly.
God. I could get lost in his eyes. It seems like yesterday we were home being little teenagers messing and joking around with each other. How so much time has passed baffles me. I go to speak again but before a word leaves my mouth Logan pulls me into his embrace. "I've got to get up and go sort out somethings" he speaks. "Have a shower and that and when your done I should be too. Then we'll talk about getting you home." He speaks firmly.
My good god. The way he's spoken is like I completely agree to do anything he says. He gets up off the bed and I notice how much I miss him already. I already feel cold since he's moved. He heads out the door and all I can do is roll over towards the side of the bed he slept on last night. Yes, I find myself smelling the pillow he slept on. It smells just like him and as soon as I smell it butterflies take over me and it's like I can't even breathe there's that many.

Logan POV.

I walked out of the bedroom that Lilly and I slept in last night. I knew If I didn't get up I would have stayed in bed with her all day. Maybe even just kissed her. But she doesn't need that now. She needs comfort. I'm not going to jeopardise her safety and my chance when all this is over. I crave her. I need her. She doesn't realise it yet but soon she will. Waking up next to her was bliss. It's better than any feeling I've ever had before. Shit. I need to focus I tell myself otherwise I'll go back to the bedroom to Lilly. That would be amazing but no. . . I can't. I've to call the director to find out about bringing her home for her mothers funeral.
"Hello"
"Sir,"
"Yes Logan. How can I help?"
"Just checking in sir."
"Ah, very well"
"Sir, I was wondering if I could bring Lilly home for her mothers funeral. And before you say no "I begin.
"Logan. You know your not supposed to even ask that. There's a reason your protecting her remember?"
"Sir with all due respect I can protect her there too. I won't leave her side and no one will find it suspicious. " I say.
"Fine. You go and come straight back. You here me Logan?" He spoke firmly.
"Loud and clear sir. "
"One more this Logan. Take the jet. I don't want anymore attention. "
"Yes sir. We leave today."I say
"I'll call ahead and let the Pilot know."
"Thank you sir." I say with gratitude before the director hangs up.
I can't believe I can bring her home. This is the best news I've gotten in a while. I can't wait to tell Lilly. Screw it. I'll tell her now. I walk towards the bedroom and open the door, only to walk in on Lilly with nothing but a towel around her trying to pick something to wear. "Oh shit. I'm so sorry"
Oh shit is right. She's fucking beautiful I can't take my eyes off her. She doesn't seem to mind to much cause she speaks " it's fine it's not like I'm naked Logan. I have a towel around me. What's up?"
What's up? What's up? My dick is up. Just her standing there with her long hair dripping wet with little curls going through it her wet skin and a towel tightly wrapped around her perfect body. Not to mention her tanned legs that seem to go on forever. She truly is beautiful and I cannot wait to make claim to her. I need her in ways I can't even describe. Desire is one thing but this , this thing I'm feeling I've never felt before. Even my dick feels different. I can only imagine what it would feel like had we actually done anything. The bloody thing would probably fall off. Shit. It's been to long since ive spoke. I need to answer her. "Um-. . . Just said I'd tell you that um. . ." Fuck it. I'm getting distracted again. Hold hell now she's moistening her legs. Her left leg is on the bed as she bends down to moisturise. This is absolute torture. I just want to grab her, kiss her and make her mine in every way. I can only imagine running my hands up her silky legs and up to her thighs. Cupping her beautiful breast and playing with her nipple. I can only imagine. Fuck. I'm making myself harder thinking of what I could do to her. Oh why must she tease me. It's hard enough already not to make her mine and now. Now all my decency has nearly gone out the window. How is it possible to want someone so much. This isn't just lust and desire. Any woman I've wanted I've had with-in ten minutes of meeting them. Lilly though. I've always wanted her but never acted on it. I think maybe I might need a cold shower after this shit. She snapped me out of my thoughts by asking was I okay and was I listening to her. Honestly. I hadn't even notice her talking till now. "Logan." She snapped.
"Are you even bothered listening to me?"
"Uh. . Sorry Lilly, what were you saying?" I spoke.
"I asked if you could do my back for me. Please."
"Uh- . . . Yeah sure " I added.
Fuck. How the hell am I meant to keep to myself now. I've to fucking rub moisturiser into her fucking perfect back. This is going to be torture.
Fuck. I scream in my head as I take steps closer to her. Every part of me is excited. "Just a little bit will do. Thanks Logan" she spoke. "No problem" I muster my voice to say.

As I take the moisturiser in my hands and gently squeeze a small ball into my hands I rub them together and begin on her shoulders first. Tracing her shoulder blades with my hands first I notice her head lolling back to the movements. Jesus I've just realised I'm giving her a massage. No wonder. I'm rubbing my hands along her back like I'm an expert. She brought out this side of me. I've never even done this before. I don't know ifs it's any good but she seems to be enjoying it. As for me. My bulge has gotten bigger and it doesn't seem to want to stop anytime soon. I begin moving my thumbs deeper into her back in slow circular motions she must like it because she lets a little moan escape. Shit this I so sexy. If it happens again I might just come in my pants. She seems unaffected by the moan that escaped. I can't stop myself I dig deeper into her back and she arches and let's out another moan. I can't keep to myself anymore. I snap and begin kissing down the back of her neck. I had previously mover her hair over to her right shoulder with hung down over her breast enclosed in her towel. I could feel her stiffen from the kiss but it didn't faze me seen as she relaxed again almost instantly. Still rubbing her back I begin kissing the back and side of her neck. I wasn't expecting what happened next.