Chapter 36

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Grabbing my jacket by the doorway as I'm on my way out. I can't help but feel Nervous. What if this doesn't work? No.... it has to. I cannot do this anymore. He has already put so much risk in to himself and his mother for me. Getting into the passenger seat of his SVU I'm reminded that this is the last time I'll get to hold his hand, be in his company, smell that all so gorgeous aftershave. As if he knew how I was feeling he put out his hand and grabbed mine, slightly stroking my hand with his thumb as he held it. He sensed that there was something he probably just didn't know what.

Logan's POV:
I noticed Lilly was awful quiet. I have been looking at her since she got into my SUV she doesn't realize how beautiful she really is. The way that the sun shines makes her eyes sparkle and pop even more. The Cupid's arrow above her lips, Jesus I'm becoming the creep now.
She's too quiet, maybe she's on her monthlys? Should I ask?? I've never been too good when it comes to women but she's never this quiet. Maybe I did something wrong? Well... only one way to find out, I stretch out my arm and grab Lilly's hand. I start holding her hand and gently make circular movements on the top of her hand. She seems dazed! I guess this proves I didn't do anything wrong if she's letting me hold her hand. My attention is back on the open road and I hear a small sigh.

Lilly's POV:
I let out a sigh as I'm driving myself insane thinking and thinking and finally overthinking about everything that has happened. I know I'm making the right decision. I know that it's for the best but somehow, I don't feel like it is. If I don't have Logan I have no one, but I cannot allow anyone else to suffer because of me. I need to own up to my own responsibilities, my own actions but most of all, my own desires.

"Pull over."
Logan obliges and pull over on the side of the road. I fly off my seat belt and before I know what's happening I'm sitting on top of Logan kissing him passionately, I cannot get enough of this boy! He's too handsome too fierce, too unbelievably sexy, I just can't get enough of him. I start grinding on Logan and before I know it he's pulling me into him. He starts kissing my neck as if his lit depended on it. In the heat of the moment I grabbed the back of his hair and gave a little tug, I heard him moan and I could feel a devilish smirk appear on his face, he began nibbling on my bottom lip which gave me goosebumps all over. This man was a sex god. I was really gonna miss this , the way his hair fell naturally, the smell of his aftershave, the way he never minded me wearing his clothes.

As I'm reminded of all these things only one thing came to mind.

"Logan... make love to me"

And with that said he did.

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