Chapter Eighteen- Blast from the past

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That night I slept horribly. Worrying about my stalker. Even though Logan was there just the though that this man could come to an FBI agents house scared me. I mean if he can get in through the gates, I'm sure he could come inside the house too. Oh great I just made myself worse. Stupid Lilly stop thinking like that otherwise you'll never sleep again. Soon enough it was morning and Logan had to go to work. He asked me if I wanted to come to the office with him. Of course I said yes I didn't feel safe without him around. We arrived at his building complex, as we walk to the elevator Logan touched my back and asked was I okay? Did I need anything and that he knows I'm nervous. Just as he said that he reminded me that I had to tell him about James before he found out by himself. Logan if it's okay can I talk to you privately? Of course Logan replied. We can go to my office. I took a deep breath and tried to relax, while we walked towards his office. Logan showed me in and closed the door behind him. Logan I've something to tell you. I'm only telling you because your gonna find out and you've been so good to me and I need to be truthful with you. Logan, James is in jail. He got sent down for 12 years for abusing me. My brother walked in one day when James had me on the ground and was kicking me in my stomach. I was pregnant about two months gone and had just found out. My brother came in and knocked him out. Then the guards came and arrested him. My brother sat on James till the guards arrived. Needless to say, I lost the baby. We went to trial and long story short here we are. I thought i deserved a fresh start. I never planned on getting pregnant but well let's just say James wasn't the best boyfriend in the world and well he simply just didn't care. I know I had only found out I was pregnant but I wanted that baby but as soon as I told James well... You know the rest" I said holding back my tears.
Logan was in shock. He came over to me and squeezed me tight and whispered " Lilly, oh I'm so sorry... I had no idea Lil! I would have been there for you if I had known. I'm so sorry I couldn't be there for you. Logan honestly, there's nothing you could have done. It's in the past now and I only told you because I want you to be aware of everything so that nothing shocks you. Logan and I stood there just hugging for what felt like forever.

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