thought my love for you was dead,
but day after day you're still here linger in my head.
i miss you so bad.
sometimes i wish you'll come over,
stay a bit longer,
and give me more 'forever'.
yet suddenly i remember
now you're just a stranger.
if only you knew, i just can't feel anything
season is changing,
yet my head keeps spinning
contemplating
retrospecting
aiming at you, not anyone else, and it's tiring.
but that's okay,
i don't care that i suffer, anyway.
i just want to stay,
waiting for you to come back from somewhere far far away.
even if the skies are gray,
i'll never go away.
i just want to promise you to always remain
even if i'm not fine and it sounds insane
i don't give a damn because you're simply worth all my waiting and pain.
i know this poem sounds wrong,
but love is short, forgetting is so long.
(written by an honest yet terrible feeling. all i do now is miss you and fail at sleeping.)
