good friend

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we should hang out tomorrow like we planned
but i'm gonna flake again
for the third time this week
despite knowing he's sad
and i've been ignoring him
not texting him back
even though he's a good kid i guess
sending pictures of his dog and trying to cheer me up
but he reminds me of someone else too much
and that blinds me
and maybe friendship isn't the best thing for us
and i'm sorry
because i don't wanna hurt him by saying this
and i'll do my best to be his friend
even tho i get him sad
and i'm gonna flake
and ignore
because as always
i'm a bad friend
that never changes.

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