twenty seventeen part 2 bc i emotion a lot

what if i was trans*

what if i came out to everyone
and called myself dan?
what if i cut my hair,
bound my chest,
wore the shorts and loose tees?

what if i went by he/him pronouns?
what if i had a packer?

but you see,
i'm never going to do that.

no matter how much i wish i could.

so here i am,
staying victoria.

indecisive about pronouns,
long complicated identity,
a girl.

but at least i have
vic.