twenty seventeen part 2 bc i emotion a lot

verbal bully

i hurt people and threaten people with my words
and i know it's wrong and i should stop

but i don't

my words can't stay contained because i don't think i only spew

and i hurt everyone and i'm so sadistic
and i'm not really okay but i can't
ruin
his future because i'm just a girl and that's stupid

i can't get any help