twenty seventeen part 2 bc i emotion a lot

at least with him i knew i didnt need to get my hopes up

after a shitty week
you could have made it a good weekend
but we all know
by now
you're too busy

it's not your fault
i don't blame you

it's just each time
it gets worse
but i'm not getting my hopes up
i haven't been ever since we broke up

and i won't ever let it go
you know
and i know deep inside
we'll split again because of it

but i've been raised that way
to hurt people with the past

and besides
i got over you completely
and all i did then was things i regret
so fucking much

and it hurts
and honestly
it hurts.

it shouldn't -
i don't have hopes or dreams anymore
and maybe i just want to be single for a while.