twenty seventeen part 2 bc i emotion a lot

im not sick i know

the panicky scared feelings come a lot more often
but that's okay.
i'm probably too dehydrated to even think about wearing this hoodie, much less wear it with flannel pants
but that's okay.
the sad headaches come every day and i don't how to stop them
but that's okay.
my glasses give me double vision and hurt my eyes so much
but that's okay.
i am more scared of everything that i have been in years - bugs, namely
but that's okay.
i feel so unwell i don't remember what being well feels like
but that's okay.

i'm okay.
these feelings are nothing new.
i'm sorry i can't change.