Mia Woods
The next morning I woke up around 10 o clock in the morning.
I slowly opened my eyes and rubbed them to get the sleep off me.
I looked up and saw a mirror?
Then everything that happens yesterday came flooding back and suddenly my head started hurting.
I looked to my left and saw Mikhail. Sleeping there like a baby.
And he looked beautiful. With a peaceful expression he was sleeping like a log.
And at that moment I felt a flutter in my stomach.
What was that?
It felt funny, I ignored it and reached out to move his hair from his forehead.
And at the same moment I felt my heart stop for a moment.
What was that?
I ignored it.
I leaned over and kissed his lips softly.
He stirred a little and then returned back to sleep.
And that moment I felt like grinning.
What was that?
I ignored it once again. But somewhere inside me a voice answered.
You have fallen for him.
But I didn't acknowledge it and stood up.
No. Not love.
It doesn't exist.
I shook my head and got rid of those stupid thoughts.
I got up and moved to my room.
I got into the shower and all the thoughts came barging in my head.
Suddenly I felt suffocated.
Thoughts of my past, of Mikhail, of Candice, of me ruining their marriage, of Alejandro, of his love for me.
All these thoughts crowded me. I started breathing heavily. It felt like someone is trying to crush my throat.
In a second, I got out of the shower and stood in front of the mirror.
Why am I feeling these strange feeling?
And suddenly I spoke,it wasn't my words but it was the truth.
Cause you finally fell in love. And now you know the feeling and the feeling of being betrayed.
I looked at myself in the mirror.
People consider me beautiful and sexy. But it's beauty.
And beauty fades with time.
Soon I won't be as sexy or as beautiful. I would be ugly.
No one would like me.
I would be all alone.
And realization drawer upon me like a ice cold bucket.
And it stung like a fucking bitch.
And at this mom I decided something.
And I am going to fucking act on it.
I got out of the bathroom.
I changed into a pair of jeans and a simple T-shirt as I wasn't in the mood to dress up.
I dialled the only number I knew that can help me.
"Ale? "
"I need you to book a flight ticket for me. Canada. Anywhere would work. "
