For the rest of my life: raf x sulfus (angel's friends)

Chapter 3: Dream or Reality?

I couldn't help feeling that I saw this all before. My mind was going into a complete darkness, and I felt the pain surround me as I saw a vision. Reina was alongside of Blue, and we were battling the both of them. They were strong like the purple haired girl we had fought earlier, and Blue got a huge amount of magical power. Sulfus fell to the ground in defeat, and took his last breath as I geld him up. "Raf, I-I love y-you," was the last thing I heard on his dying breath. I heard myself screaming over and over again "NO, dammit; this can't be happening. What did I do wrong? We were going to be together forever, I thought," I cried so hard I lost feeling in my entire body.

Reality flashed before me, and I saw all Seven of us surrounding what looked to be a grave stone. I looked around to crying faces, and one of them happened to be my own. Who was there, and Why was I so sad. I read the grave stone and it read of a boy named, SULFUS! I tore down right then and there, but Urie came over to give me a warm hug and then I had three amazing angels surrounding me. I had cried for so long to come to realize my tears really were streaming down my face.

*Back to reality*

Sulfus looked at me with a worried face, and held my hand so tight with his own tears breaking free and falling. His fearful tears landed on my hand. Right then my tears stopped streaming, and I put a slight smile on my face.

*Dreaming*

I had gone to sleep that night thinking about all that we could have done, and all we could accomplish together. "Why the hell did this have to happen to me? What is fate without the things you loved?" I said as another voice began to speak.

"But, you are not alone. I've always been here, you just need to believe in me and yourself," the voice spoke. I turned to see a ghost like figure. It was Sulfus holding out his arm.

"You don't know me. The Sulfus I know is DEAD. I'm going to always be alone. I chose to trust the world and it let me down," I said with little hesitation.

"But you don't realize I'm here, and I always have been. No man is truly ever alone," he said. This didn't sound like the Sulfus I knew. but I went along with it.

"How do I know you aren't lying to me?" I asked.

"That's were trust comes in. Start by trusting yourself," He said.

With that I woke up with a big gasp, and saw Sulfus sitting in a chair next to me. He looked so peaceful. "Trust in myself," I mumbled quietly. I looked at Sulfus, and his hazel eyes slowly opening. He saw me sitting up on the bed, and I saw a smile come across his face. He looked straight into my eyes, and mine into his. I swear I could have got lost yet again because of his eyes, but kept sanity.

"Raf! Raf, you're awake," I heard from the doorway. Urie, Dolce, Miki, Kabale, Cabiria, and Gas were now all standing around me too. All I saw was blurs, but I could tell which blur was which of my friends. "How are you," Dolce spoke at last.

"Better," was all I could reply. "I think I just need some fresh air." I got out of my bed to a pain in my stomach. I lost balance, but caught myself. I straightened up before everyone caught on to my struggle. They all left me to be alone, and I walked outside.

I walked through the streets of earth that had so much life and passion. I turned to see a familiar face and smiled. "Don't you want to fly beautiful?" he flew up to me and said.

"I can't, my magic is off limits right now," I stated with a frown.

"Then I will just have to carry you," he said picking me up off the ground.

"No, wait Sulfus," I yelled as he picked me up and carried me all over the city. It was weird to not fly on my own. I had to trust that he wouldn't drop me.

We stopped on a corner, and he gave me a kiss on the forehead as we walked to the park. "It's a nice day today, that's too bad," he said with a sad depression in his tone.

"What's so wrong with sunny days, I love the warm outdoors," I responded critically.

"I guess, if it's with my angel I'm ok with it," he said. I smiled.

Yes, for now everything is ok. Trusting the people I love is one thing, but what if I don't trust in love itself. Questions circling in my mind repeat over and over again, but yet again they are questions I need to figure out, and I have to live with. I looked down at myself, then looked at Sulfus and smiled. Everything will be alright if there is an end. If it's not, then it's not the end.