Unsaid

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She sighed as she hit the send button. It's her friend's birthday yet she was sending emails to the friend she met few days ago online.

It was weird for her that he, and yes it's a boy, knew her tit-bits more than those she was around. Even though she had told him she'll email him when she's back from her friend's party, yet here she was sending mails.

What made her do this, you might be thinking?

The four girls, including her, were playing truth and dare. They had downloaded an app, since they were so lazy to think of any questions and dare to give. It was her turn, and she choose truth.

'Who do you trust the most with all your secret in the room?' Was the question that came upon her.

Blank. She was blank. She couldn't think of anyone's name. It was weird, especially after when she was close to one of them of lately, yet she couldn't say her name.  And she just forfeited it.

The game continued, the next girl selected her option and got her questions whilst she pulled out her phone from the jeans pocket. She didn't know why, but she was upset about not able to answer.

Day-by-day her trust issues and anxiety level was increasing but she didn't know what to do. She was clueless about it. All she felt was, if she would say anyone of their name, what if they get offended? What if they judge her? In a way to please others she often stop caring about herself. And when they are finish using her for their own good they leave her.

This is why she didn't to said anyone's name, because she was afraid that they might leave her, just like others.

~sg