"Hey little diary!
It's your girl Liza, coming at you.
I am heartbroken. He is the reason.
You don't even know who he is. That is how distracted I have been these days, because of him.
HE is David.
David is the cutest, sweetest boy, which has the most genuine smile, at my new school.
Or in the whole wide world.
I fell for him since the first day I laid my eyes on him.
I never thought everything would happen that quick, but it did.
Everything stops when I am with him.
Everything is in it's place when I am with him.
Everything feels right when I am with him.
But the problem is,
I am not with him.
And I can't ever be with him..
Mum always told me to fight, for my happiness.
To work hard and to make the right decisions.
But the problem is, sometimes I don't know what my mistakes are.
Was it my fault, falling in love with David?
Because, I love him.
A love which can never be.
It will never be.
Because, he loves someone else.
But, my heart doesn't want to accept that.
Everything in me calls for him. I need him by my side.
I need him holding my hand and telling me that he feels the same way about me.
But, that will never happen.
Because, he hates me.
He hates me.
Otherwise, there would be no reason for him to do what he did.
A little piece in me is telling me that something is wrong, and things shouldn't be this way.
But, why are they?
What did I do wrong?
Do I really deserve to feel what I feel?
Does he really hate me?
There are so many questions going through my head in these moments, but I am sure that no one can answer them.
Because no one who wants to help me, has been through, what I am going through right now.
Why do they have to kiss in front of me?
Why does he have to kiss her?
What should I do?
Thank you so much for being another world, where I can let everything out, without being afraid.
Little brown girl, is out,
Baiii."
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Upside Down, A Diza Fanfiction
Fanfiction(COMPLETED) Life has a lot of ups and downs, but what happens in the end?
