Another rant???? Who would've expected such a thing
This is about another "friend" of mine
welcome to your tape Vicky :-)
Alright so
I like(d) Vicky as in more than a friend and she knows this
And we have a mutual friend called Tommy :-) prick
So tommy he had been talking to another friend, won't say name bc she may read this and I don't wanna expose her name lol
So tommy fucked her over after meeting her and said he didn't want a relationship and wasn't ready but then he got a girlfriend a week later???
MATT DID THE SAME TO ME LITTLE PRICK SHHDBDJDBD like what the fuck are boys
So then I fell out with my unnamed friend for a little while but I was talking to tommy as friends bc I thought he was chill considering, boy was I wrong
So Vicky added tommy on sc and then two other friends and us had a group chat and we were all fine and then I find out tommy likes Vicky and he knew I liked Vicky!!! Which is even worse afterwards!!
So it's all fine until the day after my bday
I decided to invite tommy over to hang out and it was fine until we all sat on Vicky's sofa as a four bc my friend came and Vicky was leaning on him and cuddling him and I was so uncomfortable because I didn't wanna watch this happen like does anyone
And I was like why is she doing this in front of me when she knows how I'm gonna feel????? What kind of person
So bc I didn't wanna see them cuddle and hold hands I moved across the room and used my phone as it charged and my friend who came, cassey, he sat with me and asked what was up and I said I wanted to go home and she noticed they were being cuddly and I was like thank the lord she noticed
So we talk about it outside and no joke we think Vicky and tommy kissed at least or something
So when I came back inside I told Vicky I wanted to go home and she started to fucking cry
I told her I didn't feel comfortable and that I wanted to leave and she was like no don't leave me with tommy I'm not comfortable with him I'm scared to be alone with him
-_-
Sure bitch
Then she was like I'm sorry I can't like you back and I was like !!!! Bitch don't start!! So I started crying like bc no one likes me back lmao and it's true but then she's like it doesn't mean everyone you like will not like you back and I didn't reply but I was like what have you met me? The last two boys I've been intimate with either said we couldn't be together bc he liked me too much and didn't wanna be hurt and then the other got a girlfriend and cheated on her with me and never told me!!
So yeah I do feel like everyone I like doesn't like me back bc itS TRUE
so bc she was crying so much I said I'd stay the night like I was suppose to bc I felt bad and I'm too nice to say no
So I go to her brothers room bc that's where I was gonna sleep and I can hear the two of them fucjing giggling and talking and I was like what the fuck she just said we'd go to bed and chill
So i texted her like are you fr? And she goes what? And I was like what the fuck dude and tell cassey, who had to leave earlier what she was doing and cassey messaged her saying stop it and go to bed
So before she's gonna go to bed she comes in to me and she's like "we weren't sitting together or doing anything just talking"
Then the final straw was what she said
"I shouldn't care about your feelings when it comes to tommy"
What the flying fuck
I'm her best friend
And she said my feelings don't matter bc I like her
Look she's never had a boyfriend before so I understand that she threw herself at the one guy who gave her any attention like ok sure
But saying that pissed me off so much
So I said I was this close to leaving and then she was like ok then go so I packed up my hair and started walking home at 1am in the dark near a bad area of my town where people have been raped :-)
Great
But my dad picked me up half way home and I went to bed
So then I ignored her for a few days and then she texts me saying "me and tommy are low-key dating and I kinda like him"
SO SHE SAYS SHES SCARED TO BE ALONE WITH HIM BUT nOW THEYRE DATING???
AND HE LIVES 3 HOURS AWAY WHEN ARE YOY EVER GONNA MEET AGAIN? SHES AN ANXIETY RIDDEN CHILD WHOS NEVER GONNA GET ON A TRAIN ALONE
AND IF MY EX MAN CANT STAND BEING AN HOUR AWAY FROM ME HOW IS HE GONNA BE 3 AWAY
it was just like where was her consideration for my feelings? And for my other friends who got fucked over by tommy? If it was me and the other way round, I wouldn't have jumped in to his arms instantly like that after their first meeting as well
It's just like what kind of friend does that ad why risk our friendship over a dumbass boy
Oh and he was talking to another girl in Scotland!!! He's a fucking prick and a borderline cheater and all he said was "I stopped talking to her" but did this Scottish girl get an explanation or did he just drop her??
So basically I don't like her anymore, I've lost a best friend and I blocked tommy :-)
But all my friends are on my side bc they love me and support me and know I deserve better and I know I deserve better than that kind of shitty friendship
Ok I think that's it
lol
I have a lot of shit friends and lots of drama
And I brought tommy pizza too the little cunt I made him pay me back
@ vicky if you ever read this :-) no thanks honey