So I'll start from the start
So first night out with my flat, I kiss a guy called adam, who I live with, massive virgin, adorable. We didn't fuck, I told him to go to bed and that was it
Same night out, Lewis starts grabbing my ass and it's awkward as fuck and bc I'm tipsy it just looks like he's helping me up the stairs
Next night out, place is crowded as fuck and the walls are legit wet I hate it, Lewis is still touching my ass and waist. I let it happen bc I live with him at uni and I don't wanna make it awkward. I feel weird and go home
Birthday night out for a friend, Peter buys me a drink and we do a shot together and then he's grinding on me and kissing my neck and I'm super in to it and down to fuck, even if he lives with me bc he's cute and nice and kind
Then he's puking outside so I take him home with Lewis and Adam and they help me help peter puke up everything and then he's in bed
Then there's Alex
I told another flat mate, jack, that I liked Alex and that I thought he was super cute and nice
But then I met a guy called Henry from tinder and he's legit wonderful man, like I got in his car and we were instantly talking and laughing and we go to his house and just cuddle and talk and because I'm so comfortable with him I was like yeah let's have sex
It's great
Then I guess Alex knew I liked him (used to at this point bc I knew he didn't wanna date and just wanted a fuck) and he messaged me saying "wanna fuck"
I message another flat mate Matty (so nice i love him sm) and he's like nah Reece was messaging everyone it's a joke
But it's not and he's like sorry that was forward and I'm like oh my god I didn't think you're serious
So he's like yeah and he says just sex and no dating and I want a fucking boyfriend and to love someone and babies!! I want babies!! so I say no I don't wanna fuck someone I live with once it's weird
I felt so uncomfortable having 4 out of 9 boys in my flat trying to get with me, probably more (only 2 have gf's and 2 don't leave their room) so I emailed the uni and I was like I feel uncomfortable and told them everything that had happened and they're like sure you can move in to this other flat with your friend!
so I moved and my room is huge and I get a bathroom and I live with all girls and they're lovely and I already know 1 really well c she's on my course
Now I'm texting Adam and I'm asking about my pizza cutter and ice scream scoop that got left behind in the move over and he said "you came up in talking and Sebastian (my neighbour in the old flat who played games loudly and screamed) said you left for a shitty reason"
Lemme tell you how that's hypocritical
This bitch got grinded on by Chloe who is jacks girlfriend as a joke when she was drunk and he hated it, he felt super uncomfortable
So apparently I'm not allowed to?
I wanted to leave them to be with girls and feel safe, I locked my door there at night, don't need to in the new place
It just pissed me off so much that if I see Sebastian I'm gonna actually fucking wring his neck and scream at him fucking loud ass posh cunt
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Also I see 5sos in 2 days, on Friday at sound check,
Gimme question ideas for them I can enter them until 6 Thursday evening
