"I'm super nervous I don't want to be here anymore.." I say walking down the long, bright lighted hallway. My heart was pounding faster and faster by the minute, I didn't know what was going to be said or done...all I knew was that I was going to get an answer by the end of this visit...but I may not like the answer.
"Hey come on, we'll get through this." Mike said in a calm tone.
I could tell he was nervous too, I mean who wouldn't be? We're both young, got our lives ahead of us! People our age want to explore the world, hang out with rad people...not...take care of a baby! Ahh.
I seem like such a horrible person saying this baby will ruin both our lives..children are a blessing but..definitely not at this age..I am not ready, I'm unfit.
"Right in here, just go ahead and have a seat, I'll be with you shortly."
It was cold, very cold. I don't know if I was shaking because it was cold or because I was nervous...most likely both. I don't want to be here long, I always had a fear of doctors offices...so scary. I guess you can say I was traumatized with those vaccinations as a kid. Oh well, it's time to find out.
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*1 hour later*
"Mike...mike!! I'm not feeling well.."
"Why what's wrong?"
"I don't know, the nerves just got to me, seconds feel like hours waiting for this result."
"I know, I'm trying to keep my cool.."
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Everything was a blur to me, nothing felt real. It was as if I was in a dream. A dream I couldn't wake up from. I was lost...I felt, unhappy for an odd reason. I heard the result but hoped for another answer. I just couldn't believe it...I couldn't.
"Well, that was a bit of a shocker.." Mike said in the car.
"Y-Yeah..no kidding huh?...I mean, I thought for sure..."
"...that you were pregnant...well, these results prove otherwise"
"But then why was I feeling so sick?" I said confused
"You see," mike starts, "..she said that you were stressing out so much over this that it led you to think you were causing yourself to have these symptoms.."
"But...the tests I got-"
Mike cuts me off, "False positives, she said those are common."
"Wow well...what a sigh of relief huh?" I said sighing.
"Yeah..maybe this can rebuild relationships and friendships in our little circle...."
"I hope so I mean...I really fucked up a lot mike..I just want things to be really good from now on." I said looking down.
"I'll make sure of it hun, don't worry." He says as he starts the car.
It was a good feeling and a bad feeling.
Well, at least I know things won't change...for the worse.
Maybe this should be a wake up call.
I need to focus on things other than Tony..or Mike, or anything that has put me down, even myself.
I need to work on my self.
I need to find myself again, bring back the happy worry-free Hannah.
I need to find her.
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Authors Note:
Been gone for too long!!! I finished high school and my first year of college so I've been a busy bee trying to manage school and work <3.
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It Was Only Just a Dream
फैनफिक्शनThis is the sequel to my previous FanFic, "What If I Can't Forget You?" Hope you enjoy this sequel, I will work really hard into trying to make this the best! Thanks!
