I didn't mean to. Yoonmin.

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Jimin gripped his cheek, his eyes starting to tear as he looked at Yoongi. Yoongi stood there with his eyes wide, hand mid-air and his neck vein slowly decreasing. It was silent for a while as tears slowly made their way down the youngest his cheeks. His right one was stinging and burning red, but Jimin couldn't care less.

He watched his fiancé completely break down in front of him. The older started sobbing as soon as he properly realised what he had done. His hands started shaking and his eyes were clenched close. He was trembling and he let himself drop to the floor.

Jimin had never seen Yoongi like that before. He had watched the boy beat someone up for him, he had witnessed Yoongi his panic attacks and he had watched how the older would throw everything around and break everything in frustration, but Jimin was never the victim of it.

Yoongi never hurt Jimin. Never touched the male when he didn't want to and never asked too much of the black haired boy. Yoongi acted as if though one painful thing would break Jimin in pieces, like a piece of porcelain.

But, this time, Yoongi couldn't.

Jimin tried to say something, but only a mix between a help and a 'I'm sorry' came out. Yoongi didn't look up, he just stared at his trembling hands. Jimin dropped to the floor too. He scooted next to Yoongi and wrapped an arm around the older.

Yoongi didn't seem to notice at first, as if his trembling and his shock was too much and he couldn't feel anything. Yoongi just sat there, staring at his hands. His tears staining his cheeks and his muffled sobs filling the living room.

Jimin didn't know what to do. His cheek was burning painfully, but his heart hurt more from watching the love of his life like this. He nudged Yoongi with his head, tears still falling. Yoongi slowly looked up and his eyes started to fill themselves with tears once again as he saw the red spot on JImin's cheek.

''I'm so sorry..'' he whispered. He pulled JImin close to him and at first the younger flinched away. But, he saw how Yoongi was longing for him, so he felt his body warm up and he scooted closer. Jimin could feel Yoongi's body tremble and shake and JImin hated it.

He hated it when his fiancé would get like this, because he knew the amount of pain Yoongi wasn't in and he still couldn't help him.

''it's okay.. I know you didn't mean to.'' Jimin said. He looked Yoongi straight in the eye, as if to prove his words to the older. Yoongi shook his head and sighed. His tears had stopped flowing and his body was starting to stop trembling.

''I'm so sorry Jiminie, I didn't mean to.'' JImin nodded, ''I know, love.'' JImin knew Yoongi didn't mean to slap him. Jimin provoked him with some words he shouldn't have said, and he knew that still wasn't an excuse for Yoongi to slap him, but he understood how Yoongi felt.

''I'm so sorry!'' Yoongi yelled. He gripped JImin's arms tightly, as if asking for the younger not to leave his side and Jimin complied, without hesitation. Jimin held Yoongi and Yoongi held Jimin. They were entangled in each-others limbs on the living room floor, tears covering both of their cheeks and their hearts aching with guilt.

Jimin turned his head to kiss Yoongi's crest. He sighed as he felt Yoongi relax a little more and Jimin was happy it was over. He moved to stand up, but Yoongi didn't let him. He shook his head at the younger and begged him to stay with his eyes.

''I'm just going to get some ice for my cheek. I'll be back in a few seconds.'' Yoongi nodded, slowly letting go of Jimin. Jimin dashed to the kitchen quickly and opened the freezer, grabbing one of the ice packets and walking back into the hallway.

Yoongi had folded himself up into a ball and his face was hidden from Jimin. The younger wasn't able to see the older his face and Jimin sighed. He walked towards the older and sat back down. He pressed the ice against his cheek and closed his eyes.

It was cooling and calming. Jimin sat there with his eyes closed as he felt some movement next to him. Suddenly, another hand grabbed the ice packet and another one pushed Jimin's away. Jimin smiled.

Yoongi softly padded the red mark on JImin's cheek and he could hear that the blonde was having trouble trying to form words, because everything was silent.

After a while of silence, Yoongi spoke up once again. ''I'm really sorry, Jiminie. I love you.'' Jimin sighed.

''I love you too, Yoongi-hyung.''

a/n

wow this was something else wasn't it.
anyway, its been a while lol. I hope you guys enjoyed this. It took a lot out of me to write this.

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