BTS One Shots (boyxboy)

I Still Get Jealous (KookieMonster)

Requested by: @calm-love

This wasn't supposed to feel like this. It was completely normal that the older did this, being affectionate with the other members, especially Seokjin. But somehow, Jungkook felt a small sad sensation in his chest when Namjoon would talk to someone else rather than him, every single time Namjoon would touch one of the others, Jungkook felt this same sad feeling.

It didn't take Jungkook long to figure out he was jealous of the times when Seokjin would get more attention than Jungkook would get. It hurt the younger to see that the boy he liked was spending way too much time with Seokjin, according to Jungkook.

And, naturally, Jungkook got more snappy towards Seokjin, got angrier fast and frustrated. It had gotten to the point that Jungkook moved bunks with Taehyung, just so he wouldn't have to sleep under Seokjin's bunk and see Namjoon talk to him from across the small hallway.

As the days went by and Jungkook just had to watch Namjoon be affectionate with Seokjin, and the other way around, he found himself being on social media more, something the manager had told them not to do that often because of the hate.

Jungkook sighed as he unlocked his phone, opening his twitter app and tweeting one of the selfie's he had made a few days ago. 'The support here in America is insane!' the caption read, his phone immediately flooding with notifications.

The loving comments were nice to read as Jungkook stood up from the couch in the tour bus, and wandered outside. The warm California sun blinded the younger boy as he walked down the small pathway to the arena they were performing in. Los Angeles Memorial Coliseum one of the white signs read and Jungkook took a picture of it with his phone.

@namjinotp: the band could easily function without you.

Jungkook halted his steps, reading the comment on his selfie once more. He shrugged it off at first, but he clicked on it anyway. He was shocked to see that people agreed with the fan, almost one hundred people saying the exact same thing as the person who started it.

Jungkook got this feeling he usually got watching Namjoon interact with Seokjin, a pressure on his chest that he couldn't quite place. Maybe it was true? Obviously the band would be able to function without Jungkook, they have done it multiple times when Jungkook went to school or was sick during a show.

@yoongiwtf: ha you look stupid

@hopeydes: where is hoseok when u need him

@taetaev: my screen just broke

The comments just kept coming as Jungkook opened the door to the artist area, on his way to the dressing room. His eyes started burning from the lack of winking he was doing, but he didn't care as he scrolled through the comments.

@chimchimjimin: ha sucker please leave

@hopeidek: I don't even know why you get all the attention in the band, you're worthless

They were right. They were all right. Jungkook walked into the dressing room, his eyes grew wide as he saw what was happening. Jimin was chatting up Yoongi and Taehyung practised some dance moves with Hoseok, but the thing that caught the younger's attention was Seokjin and Namjoon on the couch, listening to music together, sharing a pair of earphones.

Jungkook glanced into the dressing room, then glanced at the mean comments and just dashed out of the room. No one seemed to notice him, so he just ran towards the bus where he came from, and didn't stop running before he was in the bus, quickly laying down in his bunk, his hand clutching his phone as tears streamed down his face.