I found him

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I can't believe he is actually gone I mean after all I did tell him to go but come on I didn't really think he was going to listen to me.

Now that I think about I never really wanted him to go not ever. Their was one thing I was sure of. And that was that I was no doubt in love with that boy and it's only been like 2 week. I want him back.

I was getting tried so I went to bed.

I was dreaming about him coming back like he had never left in the first places telling me that everything was going to alright and that he was never going to leave me again no matter what but that was not going to happen.

I got out of bed and took a shower. When I was done I got dressed and did my hair I wanted to look pretty for one day.

I was on my phone messing around when I got really bored so I decided to go to the park I got my bag and put my shoes on then left.

*at the park *

I got to the park and found a place in the shade I started staring off in to nothing when I heard somebody talking to someone.

*their conversation*

"Man I can't stop thinking about her"

" well what does she look like bro"

" man she has brown eyes the ones you can get lost in bro I mean like she so beautiful I can't believe I just walked away from her like that she was trying to let me in bro I don't know man I messed up big time. "

" bro just give her some time"

" bro I don't know if I can stay away from her in just a short time she has become everything to me I just feel like I need to protect her. "

" protect her from what bro"

" from anyone who try's to hurt her anymore she had been hurt to many times I don't want to be the one to hurt her again"

That was enough to have me crying I got up and looked around the tree I was sitting by it was him and I think he was talking about me.

I turned and looked at him and said

Alex: Justin!!!!

Justin: Alex how much of that did you hear?

Alex: all of it.

Justin: I love you

Alex: justin I think I love you too but I told you that we can't be together I don't want to hurt you.

Justin: I don't want you to think I don't though because I left and didn't try hard enough.

Alex: I was the one who told you to leave.

Justin: I know and I was mad that you wanted me to leave I thought we were getting somewhere.

Alex: I know justin I don't know how or even why for that matter but just seeing you makes me feel something I have never felt in my life and it scares me to death this feeling could only be temporary and I don't want that I feel like I need you and I never really needed anyone as bad as need you.

Justin: you need me? Because I need you I know it's only been a short time but the moment I seen you I just had to have you. You do something to me. And I love the feeling I get when I look at you.

Alex: you have a job a very important one I don't want to be the one to mess that up for you. You work very hard. And I just don't understand why you want me as bad as you do I'm no good for someone like you Justin you have everything and I have nothing.

Justin: I don't have everything.

Alex: how is that possible you have everything you have never wanted.

Justin: I don't have you and I don't care if you have nothing I want you not the things you have why can't you understand that.

Alex: I never had someone want me it's all new to me Justin.

He comes closer to me

Justin: can I try something?

Alex: like wha..

Before I could finish his lips were all over mine and I'm not going to lie it felt really nice I loved it.

Justin pulled back and looked at me

Alex: wow

Justin: right that was amazing.

Alex: right

He took my hand and said

Justin: can I take you somewhere please?

Alex: depends?

Justin: on what?

Alex: where???

Justin: to my house I want to show you something very special.

Alex: in that case I would love to go to your house.

Justin: ok good I'm glad you said yes

Alex: me 2

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