Not going to give in alex's p.o.v

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When me and Justin got to the studio we were greeted by usher and scooter I recorded a song then we went home

I walked into Justin's house and was so tried I wanted take a nap so I went to Justin's room and laid down he came in right after me an said

Justin: baby what's wrong ??

Alex: nothing Justin I just want to sleep

Justin: you know you can tell me anything right?

Alex: yes I know

Justin: ok just checking

Alex: do you want to sleep with me ??

Justin: yes I've wanted to from the first day :)

Alex: umm ok 1 that is not what I meant 2 you are a creepier and 3 really ??

Justin: 1 that's is to what you meant 2 am not and 3 hell yeah

Alex: wow you really are crazy and a creepier I can't believe I fell in love with a creep..

By the time I realized what I had said Justin just looked at me so I turned my head away from him

All of a sudden I heard the door slam I got up to go see what hell his problem is he told me he loved me but when I tell him I'm in love with him he kinda freaks out I found him and I just looked at him

Alex: What the fuck is your problem??

Justin: you said..

Alex: you know what you don't have to say it Justin ok your just like ... Never mind I have to go I was right * starts to cry*

Justin: Alex wait please. Don't go

Alex: your just like everyone else

Justin stop and just stares at me like that's the worst thing he has ever heard or something he just stood their so I left

I ran as fast as I could without falling on my face I found tree and sat under it My sobs had calmed down but they didn't stop I feel like my heart was going to fall out or something the look on his face was edged in my head

I started to sing warrior

" this is a story that I have never told I've got to get this off my chest to let it go I need to take back the light inside you stole your a criminal and you steal like your A pro all the pain and truth I wear like a battle wound so ashamed so confused I was broken and bruised now am a warrior

I decited it was a good idea I go back and get my stuff so that's what I did I up and started to walk I got up to the stairs. Opened the door and got all of my stuff ad Justin wasn't even home anymore I grabbed his keys a left

I parked the car in the motel parking lot I went inside and payed for a room I went to my room and went to sleep I didn't want to think about what had just happened I also didn't want to think I just messed up everything with him I mean I do love him a lot actually I've never felt this way about any other man and I didn't know how to react

My cell phone started to go off I looked at the clock it's 9:00 in the morning it was scooter

Alex: what's up scooter it's 9:00 in the morning

Scooter: Justin is worried about you and I kinda need you to come to the studio because I got some pretty excited news for you I need to see you at 4:00 ok don't be late ok

Alex: ok scooter I won't be late

I hung up the phone and got ready I couldn't get the image out of my head it was him and her kissing and it seemed like he was Enjoying it that's why I left

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