He really is crazy:(

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When I woke up the next day Justin came in to my mind and I hated that he was the first thing I thought of because he really hurt me and yet I can't let go of him he was the first person I told about my life. He broke my trust and I don't think he can really ever get back.

*the afternoon*

I decided to go to my favorite place and that was the beach it really helps me think clearly I love it their. And I might bring my guitar.

*at the beach*

I was walking when I thought I could hear his voice but I just kept walking I didn't want to see him or talk to him.

I finally got to the beach I took a seat and just looked at the water and starting to think but it was weird I couldn't think about anything but what happened to me and Justin. He had become my everything in just a short amount of time. If only he knew what he meant to me he wouldn't of did that?

I took my guitar out and started to play heartbreaker it fit my feelings perfectly I started to sing

" boy you don't know how I feel
Since you been away oh baby
Any chance you could take my call
If I called you today?
You say you don't Wanna talk but that's cool
Been thinkin bout you all day long
Hopin you'll keep up your phone
And I know I don't want to lose you love
Oh baby oh baby
Oh boy I got a secret place we can go
Cause I really want to be alone
Baby ain't nobody Gotta
Just meet me later on the low
Don't tell me your my heartbreaker
Cuz boy my heart is breaking
Hey boy
Boy you see me standing here
Standing in the rain
Oh baby
Any chance you could stay right here?
And never go away
You say you don't wanna talk it's cool
Been thinkin bout you all day along
Hoping you'll pick up your phone
And I know I don't want to lose that
Oh baby oh baby
Oh boy I got a secret place that we can go
Cuz I really want to be alone
Baby nobody else gotta know
Just see me later on the low

That when I heard his amazing voice.... Wait I'm still mad at him.

Justin: that was beautiful why didn't you tell me you could sing?

Alex: why are you even here?

Justin: this is still a public beach you know?

Alex: yeah so their are other ones you know?

Justin: yea I know but this one has become my favorite one.

Alex: why??

Justin: because you come here and I knew you would be here.

Alex: how do you know that?

Justin: you said you come here to think and I'm guess you have a lot to think about because of me right?

Alex: yes it's all because of you Justin I hate you I never wanted to see you again but here you are trying to get me to talk to you can you just leave me alone please?

Justin: no I'm not going to just leave you I still love you don't you know that?

Alex: is that is what love does to a person does it make them want to cheat I guess I really wouldn't call it cheating because we weren't even together so I guess I shouldn't be mad but you still hurt me that's why I hate you. You lied to me you told me you would never hurt me .

* starts to cry and turns away*

Justin: I never meant to hurt you I really didn't that girl her name is Selena we broke up she still has a key to my house I forgot to take it when we broke up and I didn't kiss her she kissed me you have to believe me I'm so sorry you walked in on that I promise if you give me another chance I will never brake your heart again I really am so sorry do you really hate me that much.

Alex: I don't understand you know what I have been though and yet you hurt me even more at this point I think you hurting me really was the hardest thing I've been though in along time

Justin: I know and I'm really sorry I really wants you and that's all. I would give anything to be with you anything I miss you and it's only been like a week since I have touched you or looked at you it's making me go crazy I'm so sorry

I can't take it anymore I need him and I want him and he wants me. he is right it has been along time I need to touch him I want to know what happiness feels like again

Alex: Justin I don't hate you in fact I could never hate you I love you so much and I want to be with you no matter what I can't lie without you but.....

*gets really chose to his ear*.

Alex: I'm going to make you bag for it.

Justin: really so I take that as you forgive me right.

Alex: yes but I got think I could take that again.

Justin: I promise it isn't going to happen again I love you so much.

Alex: I love you to Justin.

He walks up to me and takes me and kisses me it's the best feeling I have had in a week he lets me go and I just look at him then look down because I started to blush

He picks up my head and says

Justin: don't do that I want to see those beautiful eyes

Alex: you think their beautiful?

Justin: yes and so are you:)

Alex: thank you

Justin: can I take you to meet someone please?

Alex: sure

Justin: it's a very personally place

Alex: we'll it's a pleasure then

Justin: yes it is.

It takes awhile to get their but when we do I realize it was a grave we get out of the car Justin takes my hand and walks me over to it

Justin: this is my little angel she went on tour with me her name is avalanna she was my fake wife I loved her she really was a amazing little girl and I really miss her I come here sometimes and just talk to her about my problems and the past week I've been coming here and telling her about you I felt she would help me and she did. She told me to go after you and that she knew you were the right girl for me an I agree with her I then I told her that I would alway love her but I also loved you and I really do.

Alex: wow Justin you didn't have to show me your secret but I'm glad that you did I heard about the two of you your great with kids I loved watching you with her she is a special girl

Justin: yes she was I want to take you to my house again is that ok I want to spend the rest of the day with you ok

Alex: ok that sounds nice lets go

Justin took my hand and walked with me to the car we got in and went to his house.

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