Im nobody. Who are you? Are you nobody to?

I dont think he knows

I use to feel so trapped so dead so afraid of love before I met Justin but the moment I looked into his beautiful brown orbs I knew i would never feel that way again about love I don't think he knows what he has done for me. I don't think he knows how in love with him I am

I was just laying next to him looking at him sleeping he looks so adorable when he is sleeping I don't think he knows that if he were to not want to be here with me that it would absolutely brake my heart.

He starts to wake up and I all of a sudden get scared.

He finally opens his beautiful eyes to look at me and I can't stop staring at him he goes to open up his mouth

Justin: what's wrong Alex

Alex: you know I love you right ??

Justin: yes baby of coarse I do.... Baby are you ok?

Alex: I'm scared Justin

Justin: scared of what baby ??

Alex: of you getting bored with me and then....

Justin: it's ok baby you can tell me

Alex: of you leaving me

And then I start to cry a little bit

Justin: why would I leave my babies I love you and him or her which ever one I will love this baby as much as I love you

Alex: really

Justin: yes really.

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And in that moment I knew that I would do anything for this man and I do mean anything I've never felt this way towards anyone he just is amazingly perfect to me

Justin turns to look at me and he's going to say something but I stop him by giving him the biggest hug and kiss I possibly could and say

Alex: thank you for loving me when no one else would thank you for loving me when I didn't love myself thank you for helping me but most of all thank you for saving my life. I don't know where I would be if you didn't bump into me that day.

Justin: wow

He is still looking at me

Alex: say something ..... Anything

Justin: I I I ... Just really love you and I didn't save your life you saved mine..... by giving me this and this

He points to my heart and my tummy

I just smile and hug him and he hugs me back I realize that I really really want this baby now. When he said that I also realized I didn't have to be scared anymore because I wasn't doing this on my own I had him all of him to help me.

I was for the first time indescribably happy.