Im nobody. Who are you? Are you nobody to?

The BIG NEWS !!

I wake up remembering what happened yesterday but none of that even mattered anymore because I will be getting some BIG NEWS at 4:00 today I have to go

I hopped out of the bed waking up Justin which I didn't mean to do he turns to me and says

Justin: why are you so happy today?

Alex: because yesterday scooter called me when I was at the hotel and said I have to be at the studio at 4:00 because he has some good news for me any idea what that is?

Justin: maybe we will just have to wait and find out ?

Alex: ok baby

I walk up to him and straddle him and whisper in his ear

Alex: I have ways of finding out what the news is.

Justin: no you don't :)

Alex: really

I start to kiss down his neck and he puts his head back I stop and say

Alex: ( in sexy voice) are you going to tell me now ?

Justin: still not going to tell you :)

Alex: ok fine

I got off of him and went to get dress and shower after I was done I went down stairs

Justin was sitting at the table I walk up to him and ask

Alex: baby are you ready to go to the studio?

Justin: yeah baby let's go :)

Alex: ok

We get in the car and before I know it we are at the studio I get out of the car so fast because I'm so excited to find out what the news is I look back at Justin pulling his pants up

We get in the elevator I look at Justin and tell him

Alex: Justin I wrote a song

Justin: really can I hear it?

Alex: later

Justin: what's it called ??

Alex: good enough

Justin: that sounds really good

Alex: thanks

We knock at the door and scooter opens it and says

Scooter: how are you Alex ?

Alex: I'm great I have a new song I want you to hear just a little of today

I look at Justin and he smiles at me and I look away

Scooter: really well let's here it the I will tell you the news deal ??

Alex: yeah ok

I am the diamond you left in the dust

I am the future you lost in the past

Seems like I never compared

Wouldn't notice if I disappeared

You stole the love that I saved for myself

And I watched you give it to someone else

But these scars no longer I hide

I found the light you shut inside

Couldn't love me if you tired

Am I still not good enough?

Am I still not good enough?

I'm sorry for the way my life turned out

Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now

Guess I'm still not good enough

Does it burn

Knowing I used all the pain

Does it hurt

Knowing you're fuel to my flame

Don't look back

Don't need your regrets

Thank god you left my love behind

Couldn't changed me if you tired

Scooter and Justin just looked at me but Justin's look was more hurt then anything the last thing I wanted to do was hurt him but it's how I felt at the time ( little mix wrote that song)

Scooter: that was amazing Alex how did you write that song?

Alex: well I just took my feelings I felt at the time and wrote them Down

Justin: when did you feel like that?

Alex: a few days ago when I saw this guy I like kissing someone else when he said he loved me but all of that was taking care of I think right?

I was hinting at him to not fight right now because of where we were but I think he is pretty mad I didn't tell him that's how I felt

Scooter: so you ready for the good news

Alex: yes I'm very ready

Scooter: well your going on tour with Justin in a few months your also going to be the opening act on the believe your also you have a interview at Ellen studio in 3 week mean while your going to be doing show

Alex: OMG REALLY THANK YOU SCOOTER !!! Justin did you hear that omg

Justin: yea I heard him

When he replied with that I already knew he was pissed at me

Alex: scooter can I talk to Justin alone please?

Scooter looked at me then got up and left

Alex: Justin what the hell is you problem?

Justin: my problem is you

Alex: why what did I do to you?

Justin: you lied to me

Alex: how

Justin: I thought everything was ok after we talked because you said it was and then I find out that this is how you felt

Alex: I'm sorry but I just can't do this anymore loving you has become a fucking job justin I have to worry about you all the time and the fighting is getting really bad and I truly love you but justin I think we need aaa brake from each other because all we do is fight I want to be with you I really do but I can take this anymore you are making it really hard to be happy right

Justin: (sigh) Alex please don't leave me I can't live without you

Alex: Justin please don't make this any harder for me justin I want all if you and if I can't have that because I have to worry about who is going to come next and try to take you away from me

Justin: who is trying to take me from you?

Alex: Selena??

Justin: baby listen to me that's not going to happen ok I'm right here I'm not going anywhere ok baby

Alex: do you still love her?

Justin: ( looks away)

Alex: that's all I needed to know thank you Justin for making my dreams come true but I have to go tell scooter he can call me bye

I get up and walk out of the door and I leave the building and just start to walk back to Justin's so I can get all of my stuff and move back to the hotel