Im nobody. Who are you? Are you nobody to?

Hard to face reality part 2

Justin's p.o.v

I got dressed as fast as I could and ran down the stairs to see if I could find Alex to explain what happened but she was already gone. Fuck....why do I always fuck shit up when it comes to Alex. I knew this time it wasn't going to be easy getting her back. If I could get her back at all?

I went upstairs to tell Selena that we couldn't be together and that I love Alex and my baby. She understood that she got her stuff and left. I went back downstairs and sat on the couch I looked down at the coffee table and saw a letter it was from Alex she must have wrote it before she left. I started to read the letter.

Dear Justin

I knew something was wrong the moment we were finished talking that night but me being the stupid person that I am wanted to believe I was wrong and also overreacting because as we both know I overreact a lot but this time I was right I should have stayed away the first time we met but their was something about you that made me believe you were different that made me believe I could trust you but I was wrong like I am about a lot of things one being that you could honestly ever love me the way I thought you did but don't worry you have Selena now and me and my baby will be just fine without you I thought we had something good but I've recently learned that sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall into place but maybe I'm wrong about that to. Because I believed you were my better thing but thats gone now to so. Have an amazing life. Also this has been the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I never thought I would be so heart broken after my parents died but you proved me wrong.

Bye Justin

After I read the letter she left me I just broke down I fucking hurt her and now she is never fucking coming back again because I had to act like a fucking douche and brake her heart again. Why do I keep doing that she is honestly the most important person in my life and I just lost her AGAIN. I need her and I want her but I've fucked it up.

I decided to leave the house because it reminded me so much of Alex. I can't stop thinking about her it's tearing me apart. This must be how she felt when I didn't talk to her and was out every night. I deserve to be unhappy because that's how I made her feel. I wish I could see her one last time just to tell her how stupid and irresponsible I was and probably still am but one thing I am sure of is that I AM going to get her back if it's the last thing I do

I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HER!!!