Insanity is what makes us sane // Samgladiator meets Mystreet

Chapter 9: Broken and will never be ok

Laurence's P.O.V

We watched on in confusion as Aphmau dived for Sam. However, he shoved her aside causing her to roll over. She almost instantly got back up. Aphmau watched with sad eyes as Sam approached Aaron with rage filled ones. It was like his expression switch from angered to apologetic. "What did you just call me?" He asked with a threatening tone through gritted teeth. He balled his fist as he stared down Aaron. He just shrugged then replied, "A bunny rabbit..." Sam grabbed his neck and lifted Aaron into the air. Fear was tractable in both of their eyes. Before Sam could do anything harmful, Aphmau kicked him in the back causing him to drop and turn to Aph. "He didn't know!" She growled at him. I saw his lips move but I did not hear what he mumbled. "Well he would he got these ears too," He said as a smile of insanity slowly made its way onto his face.

 "Come help me Jessica," He said as he smirked. I have seen Aphmau angry. Furious even. But the way she was now was just terrifying. "DON'T YOU DARE CALL ME THAT!" She screamed at him.  I don't see why she was so angry, that wasn't her real name. I think. "But that is who you are," He said slightly shrugging. "Come fight me, Bunny boy," She barked at him. Wow she has been getting into a lot of fights lately. Sam's eyes widened and then was filled with rage, hatred and pain. Aphmau cursed under her breath as her eyes began to fill with tears. 

Sam and Aphmau began to fight. And oh my Irene, I have never seen such a blood filled fight. Sam was on top of Aph but she kicked him in the stomach which sent him flying backwards. They both stood up and sent mental daggers at each other. They both had a black eye, a bleeding mouth and a cut across their foreheads. There was also a few more cuts, scratches and bruises here and there and they were all in the same places as well. That is strange.

"I have never seen anyone so..... out raged," My blond haired friend whispered. I nodded in agreement, still confused. Has nobody else noticed? "You know that fighting me will never work," Sam said as his eyes darkened. He had gone full on crazy now. What kind of people did Aph know? "Sam, you came to me because you killed some one," Aph said. WHAT!? Aph knew Sam was a murderer and she still let him come here. "And you came to me because I was your only friend who wouldn't rant you out," She added on. So she still likes Sam. "But if you kill Aaron," She began to say but paused. Wait, he was going to ill Aaron! "You would have no where else to go,"  She said. 

Sam just broke down. His eyes were pouring out tears and Aphmau quickly rushed over. She then rapped her short arms around him and resting her chin on his shoulder as he cried into hers. "You're not a monster Sam, you are  hurt and that is understandable," She said as she hugged him. "Thanks Je- I mean Aphmau," He said as his tears turned to quiet sobs. Aphmau nodded as Sam slowly got up. He then slowly waddled over to the car and rummaged through the bag Aph had. He then pointed in our general direction as he pulled out a little rounded object. I raised my eyebrows in suspicion. Aphmau took it and threw it at our feet. "Sorry!" She said as she jumped in the car. They didn't move but just watched. I was about to move when it started to let a gas escape. It was quick to reach our nostrils. I coughed and then fell like every one else. Then darkness consumed my vision.

Dream

I looked around the empty void I was floating. It's not really empty if I am in it. But then a setting came into view. It was quiet a big house, but then I noticed the sign in front  of it that had the word 'Orphanage' printed across it in big, red letters. There was about forty children running around in the playground. I was confused to why I was being shown this. I then looked up and saw two kids, at least four years old, on the roof. One was very obviously Sam and the other one looked like a girl. She had long light brown hair and alluring caramel eyes, kind of like Aphmau's. So Sam was an orphan. "Hey Aph, they are pointing at us," Young Sam said as he turned his head to the girl on his right. Did he just call her Aph? But Aph has long beautiful raven hair not light brown. "I know they do it all the time cos they don't know how to get here," She said in a really cute voice. That is our Aphmau all right. "Do you want to fall to scare them," She suggested. Sam nodded his head excitedly. They then just jumped and the kids below were horrified but a lot were happy. But they both got back up and the kids expressions got even sadder. 

What?

Sam's P.O.V

I don't even know where or what I would be if Aph hadn't of been made to. She was smarter then me and her manipulation skill were terrifyingly above average. She knew what to say to make me feel better or just be better. And I couldn't thank her enough for that. She has saved me countless times. If it wasn't for her caring so much about me, I would be dead or a lot of other people would be. I am not sure if she cares for me for her own safety, but I don't really care to be honest. Aphmau is the closest thing I have ever had to family that I will ever have. When we had to move it shattered my heart. I was going to lose my best friend for god knows how long. It is amazing I have got this far without her. But every time I would get angry I would ask myself  'What would Jess say?' and then I would not be so angered. 

We were driving home with the others in the back, unconscious. "Can you sing for me please?" I suddenly say. The question caught both of us off guard. But she nodded anyway.     

"King"

You're alone, you're on your own, so what?
Have you gone blind?
Have you forgotten what you have and what is yours?
Glass half empty, glass half full
Well either way you won't be going thirsty
Count your blessings not your flaws

You've got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There's so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You're in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king again

You don't get what all this is about
You're too wrapped up in your self doubt
You've got that young blood, set it free

You've got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There's so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You're in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king

There's method in my madness
There's no logic in your sadness
You don't gain a single thing from misery
Take it from me

You've got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There's so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You're in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king

You've got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There's so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You're in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king again

She is broken.

So am I.

She will be okay.

I will never be okay.

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A/N

So I have got like three chapters left of my other book and I want to start a new one. However I don't know what to do. This is my list;

Super mine craft meets mystreet

super mine craft meets mine craft diaries 

Five nights at Freddy's meets mystreet 

Under tale meets mystreet

under tale meets mine craft diaries

Sky media meets mine craft diaries

an original book

or any other suggestions

Please send help!!!

~Da budder fish   

P.S

To all my readers, I hope you are all safe, especially after the terrorists attacks. Please stay safe because I value every ones lives.