Chibs' Dead Daughter, The Angel of SAMCRO

AK-51

Chibs comes back soon. I'm avoiding the shit out of the club because of it. I've gotten a few calls but I've ignored them. Don't know who they were from because the phone has been on the table and it's stayed there.

I can't look my father in the face.

I can't look Juice in the face.

I can't look any of them in the face.

Closing my eyes tightly I heard the phone vibrate again, so I slowly got up and peeked at the name.

Juice. I took a deep breath grabbing it and unlocking it. "What the fuck Sam I've called you 6 times are you okay?"

I was a bit taken back by his anger. "Sorry I was napping, is something wrong?"

I could hear him sigh. "Yeah, I get back to the clubhouse today, I'll be there in like ten minutes then I've got to head to the house afterwards. I'll see you there." He hung up pretty abruptly so I kinda just flinched before putting the phone down and rubbing my eyes.

I need to stop being a coward. "I'll just meet you there." I spoke to myself before I ran into the back room. I quickly changed into a hoodie and some tight jeans. Throwing on my boots and my hood, I decided to skip my bike and I started walking the long walk.

This might take a while but I need to face him. I need to stop being such a coward.

I'm selfish, and I need to stop being so selfish. I miss him, and he deserves to know I'm alive.

Let's just see how Jimmy reacts when he knows I'm alive, and far from being dead.

***

Right when I walked up to the club, a blacked out car drove in followed by Hale's jeep. I stayed out on the street watching as a woman got out. From back here I saw her grab Clay, and put him in the car.

"Oh shit." I muttered under my breath, dropping everything I jogged up to the club house as the blacked out car drove away and was followed by the jeep. "Why did they take Clay?"

"Not now Samantha." Jax spoke shaking his head, that's when I noticed the truck, and Chibs walking over from it. "You realize who is here right?"

Can I do this right now? Maybe I should run. I just need to leave. I can't do this to him again, not when the threat isn't gone.... That threat will never be gone. Oh my god, it's my Dad... I can't look him in the eye after all of this. I've been dead for 8 years, I haven't seen him in longer.

"We need to-" Chibs started but as soon as our eyes met his pace slowed. My Dad started to rub his eyes as he stopped completely and looked at me. "Am I seeing things?" Chibs asked as his face started to turn red. "I didn't think I'd see an Angel today." Chibs wiped his face as he froze completely.

I took a step forward, feeling the club's eyes on me. My eyes started to water up a bit, and I had wished it away but couldn't stop it. "Hi Da." My voice broke as I spoke, I couldn't find my voice but Chibs, my Dad, he had heard me.

"Samantha?" Chibs asked, he dropped what he had been holding. "SAMMY!" He yelled and ran towards me. I closed my eyes blinking tears and when I opened them I ran forward as well my hood flying off as we met half way and Chibs pulled me tightly into his chest. "Oh my baby girl, It's my girl!" Chibs yelled and I could feel his tears hit the top of my head. "I can't believe it. It's my angel." My Dad... My Dad was hugging me and put his head on my shoulder. My Dad... My Dad.

I let out a sob.

Grabbing the back of his vest as tight as I could, which was pretty hard since it was leather, I tried to just scrape at something to grab. I felt like I was going to fall even with his arms around me. "I'm so sorry Da.... I'm so sorry." I cried out, I was full blown crying. I was crying as much as I did when my Mother died and I was 6.