Chibs' Dead Daughter, The Angel of SAMCRO

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Caracara burnt down. Jax was thinking about going Nomad and no one knew where Juice was.... Where is Juice? Good news, my Da gets out today. I was waiting outside his hospital room and Halfie had called me.

Quinn was surprised to hear from Clay and that it wasn't from me. Halfsack told me Quinn was happy to hear I was doing good in the club and not trying to go Nomad again, since Keith had put me in contact with Quinn as soon as I got to the states. I'm surprised Quinn never told Keith I was still alive though. Guess it just never came up. I'm surprised Quinn didn't tell a lot of people I was alive but when I told him I was just trying to get away from it all I guess he respected that.

Quinn was a cool guy, he understood my situation from what I told him. He knew there was more too it but he didn't press it. Jax called me once but I didn't answer. He texted me and told me he had wanted to talk to me but I didn't answer with anything.

If he really thinks going Nomad is a smart idea then he's an idiot. I went Nomad and if there was anything I could have done to avoid it, I would have.

That's when the club showed up. "Oh Samantha." Halfie said in shock, none of them expected me to be here? Really? It's my fucking Da. "I guess that makes sense, but hasn't everyone been tyring to get a hold of you?"

I shrugged as Tara told us he was ready. Happy looked over at me and nodded but I stood up as Halfsack grabbed Chibs' wheel chair. Wheelchair. Jesus.

Halfsack pushed him and I followed behind as Happy lead. That's when we saw Jax and Bobby walking towards us. Happy went to hand something to Jax but I rolled my eyes following behind.

Chibs rolled himself ahead, and basically almost drifted as Tara followed us and Doctors looked at us appalled but all the guys were laughing. I rolled my eyes looking down at my arm.

Can I take it out of the splint? Chibs called to them and Bobby held out his vest for him so Chibs put it on. I just smiled slightly as I tried to move my bad arm but it wouldn't move.... So if I took it out of the splint would it just hang? I'm slowly getting movement back in my fingers but it's very minimal and I can barely feel it.

Bobby mentioned brain damage and they all hugged. Chibs and Jax walked in the front and Chibs got an update from Jax. "Let's get you home first brother. Samantha, van." Jax spoke to me and I rolled my eyes. I would say something snarky if I could so instead I just flipped him off as I walked past him.

As we walked out I walked towards the van, I had walked here from Carter's anyways so I wouldn't be leaving anything here.... Oh I stopped staying at Juice's.... he wasn't coming home and I didn't want to be in an empty house so I went to Carters for a bit.

Jax walked out and the three guys jumped on their bikes. Halfsack opened the van door for me so I jumped in the back as Chibs and him jumped in the front. The two of them were talking but I was spacing out trying to feel my arm. Trying to find my voice.

"That's why Jax is talking nomad." I perked my head up, Halfie you idiot. Chibs didn't know yet.

"Nomad?" Chibs almost yelled looking at Halfsack so he just nodded and looked back at the road.

"Stupid." I whispered, I found my voice enough for that.

After a moment of silence my Da spoke. "Make a left." Halfie looked confused as Chibs glared at him.

"Why?" Halfsack asked, my Da reached for the gun in the glovebox and I grabbed my gun out of my vest. We both had the same idea and cocked our guns.

"Make a left." He spoke again holding his gun up on the dash so Halfie went left and I held onto the side of the van. In a quick moment ripped off my split just leaving the bandages, and I tried to move my fingers but could barely feel them.