Lost Boy.

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As the smile fell from your face, I fell with it
Our faces blue
There's a heart stain on the carpet
I left it, I left it with you

When I told you I didn't want to be together anymore you didn't understand what I was saying Harry, I can't be with you, I can't. I need to figure things out on my own. I don't know if I ever did love you or if i was just using you. I will miss the physical aspect of our relationship but I need to fix things emotionally with me and I can't be with you to do that. I'm sorry.

Yeah, the truth is that I'm sorry
Though I told you not to worry
I'm just some dumb kid
Trying to kid myself
That I got my shit together

I'm really sorry Harry I am, it's not your fault i need to figure things out while we're still young.

So go get runnin', won't you hurry?
While it's light out, while it's early
Before I start to miss any part of this
And change my mind, whatever

Please leave, Harry leave me and leave us. I'm not good for you. I'm  toxic and I dont want you hurt you. I keep using you to satisfy myself and its not enough, please leave,you deserve better. 

I say I wanna settle down
Build your hopes up like a tower
I'm giving you the run around
I'm just a lost boy
Not ready to be found
Not ready to be found
I'm just a lost boy
Not ready to be found

I'm not ready to settle down, I tell you I am and get your hopes up but I'm not. I'm not committed to this relationship I'm not committed to us like you are Harry. This relationship can't be saved,it just cant be.

I don't care much for locks on the window
To keep me at bay
I'll leave you one last kiss on your pillow
'Fore I fly away

I want you to be free. I don't want the same things you do Harry. I'm saying Goodbye and I'm not coming back.

Yeah, we knew from the beginning
That this wasn't never ending
Shouldn't stay too long
'Cause we're both too young
To give into forever

From the beginning, we both knew this wouldn’t last,we're too immature to comprehend if we're  truly in love forever. It would be better to end this now, before we get too old to find someone else.

I say I wanna settle down
Build your hopes up like a tower
I'm giving you the run around
I'm just a lost boy
Not ready to be found
Not ready to be found
I'm just a lost boy

I desperately wanted this relationship to succeed, but I'm still young and not mature enough for this. Time and time again I've let you chase me but, despite my reluctance, I'm not the one for you

So what are you waiting for?
'Cause someone could love you more
I'm just a lost boy, lost boy

Find someone else Harry and move on,so many people would kill to have you. Find the right one because I'm not the right one.

So what are you waiting for?
'Cause someone could love you more
I'm just a lost boy, lost boy
So what are you waiting for?
'Cause someone could love you more
I'm just a lost boy, lost boy
So what are you waiting for?
'Cause someone could love you more
I'm just a lost boy, lost boy

I wonder why you haven't left me yet, because i can’t even love myself, let alone love someone else. I want you to be happy without me and find someone better.

I say I wanna settle down
Build your hopes up like a tower
I'm giving you the run around
I'm just a lost boy
Not ready to be found
Not ready to be found
I'm just a lost boy
Not ready to be found

I would never do you justice with the love you have to offer and i can never deserve you because I'm too young and lost within myself. I want you to go find the love you deserve from someone else instead. I guess this is me finished.

Goodbye Potter 

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