I'm not the best at showing my emotions
You cut me deep and you left me wide open
I fought the demons that lie in between us
They'd think we're perfect if they'd ever seen us, but
I guess this sounds like another sad love song
I can't get over how it all went wrong
But, I let the words come together
Then, maybe I'll feel better
Drago, I was in denial. I knew what I felt but when it came to displaying it, I was disconnected sometimes. I felt like you weren't going to hear what I wanted to say. I'm not that good at expressing myself, but you fucked me over Draco and it really hurts. I'm stuck wondering what happened and whose fault it was and I don't know how to cope because it hurts so fucking much. You were my everything. But even everything wasn't enough.
Bridges they are burning
Lover, I am worried
Tables they are turning
Lover, I am hurting
Burning burning burning, dadadadada
Turning turning turning turning, dadadadada
Burning burning burning, dadadadada
Turning turning turning turning, dadadadada
Our relationship is dead and I'm suffering so much. Are you suffering too Draco? Everything is falling apart. These past 5 years are all I've known and I don't know what to do now and how to survive alone cause you're all I ever knew. You were my constant. I'm scared. I feel like I don't know how not to have you. I was innocent and stupid to think this was going to last forever, but you stopped cooperating and working for our relationship and it fell apart. This hurts so much. Why, Draco, just why?
I took the time to think of what you said
You were tap-dancing in my head
I must be honest, I have a lot of pride
But I'm broken inside
I guess this sounds like another sad love song
I can't get over how it all went wrong
But, I let the words come together
Then, maybe I'll feel better
You were and are all I ever think about. I act happy and like everything's okay but I'm hiding how I feel inside. Hermione and Ron keep asking me if I'm okay and the reality is I'm not okay. I just wish we could've made this work. I wish you the best in life Draco, my love.
I'm so sorry I haven't updated this since almost a year. I just sorta lost motivation in this but I'm going to try and update when I can xx
