Everybody’s got their demons
Even wide awake or dreaming
I’m the one who ends up leaving
Make it okay
Everybody’s got things they are scared of or things that are holding them back from what they really want. Draco, I'm writing this because I don't have the power to deal with it anymore. I don't have it in me to fight my demons alone.
See a war I wanna fight it
See a match I wanna strike it
Every fire I’ve ignited
Faded to grey
The internal struggle i face prevents me from developing relationships. Everytime I try, I keep failing. I'm desperately trying to be a part of something, but whenever get a chance I ruin it.
But now that I’m broken
Now that you know it
Caught up in a moment
Can you see inside?
I feel broken inside, I can't hide what’s going on. Instead of walking away like I usually do, Draco I'm telling you about my inner demons and the war in my head. The battle with Voldemort left me broken,it left me hanging onto the only piece of sanity I had left.
'Cause I’ve got a jet black heart
And there’s a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again
I've got troubles going on inside of me. I'm fighting a war with myself and I don't know how it's gonna end. I don't want to let what we have go, I don't want to ruin it like I've done with everything else. You keep me strong and you give me hope. I need you.
Now I’m holding on for dear life
There’s no way that we could rewind
Maybe there’s nothing after midnight
That could make you stay
I'm trying to hold on to the moments we have together. Once you see my flaws you won't want to stay. I'm scared to tell you this face to face which is why I'm writing it.
But now that I’m broken
And now that you know it
Caught up in a moment
Can you see inside?
I want you to understand what's going on with me and understand who I really am. I can't lie to you, I love you and respect you too much for that.
'Cause I’ve got a jet black heart
And there’s a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again
I've kept you at a distance because I know if I let you in,I'm going to end up destroying you like I destroy everything. I'm the reason everybody died at the Battle Of Hogwarts. It's my fault all these innocent people suffered. It's my fault Teddy is an orphan and George lost the other half of him.
The blood in my veins
Is made up of mistakes
Let’s forget who we are
And dive into the dark
As we burst into color
Returning to life
I've made wrong decisions before, and I know I will make more in the future. Can we take a chance and dive into the unknown. If we do this maybe,we can then burst back into color, back into life.
'Cause I’ve got a jet black heart
And there’s a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again
I need you so much but I'm afraid I'll ruin you. This decision is in your hands Draco.
The blood in my veins
Is made up of mistakes
(To start again)
Let's forget who we are
And dive into the dark
Sincerely, Harry James Potter
