All I need is you - Bellarke

Chapter 14

Clarke's POV:

I saw camp now so I slowed down a little. I was finally home without any danger. At least for a while. Because problems and danger always seemed to find me somehow. Or I would find them. When the guards saw me they opened the gates to the camp so that I could come in. When people saw me I got their attention. When I saw Octavia and our eyes meet she ran up to me. She looked really happy.

-Can you take the horse just for now? I asked her.

-Yeah, sure. Of course I can.

-Where's Tavia? I asked her. Octavia didn't have the chance to answer me because I saw her being chased by Raven. She looked so happy. Well, until she ran into Murphy and got scared. It was good to be home.

-Go, she has missed you like crazy. Octavia said while she was holding the horse's reins. I thanked her and ran up to Raven and Tavia who now had walked away from Murphy which I was happy about. He could be scary if he wasn't in a happy mood. Which he often wasn't. When they saw me Raven put down Tavia on the ground and pointed at me. When Tavia saw me she ran as fast as she could toward me and throw herself in my arms.

-Hey baby girl. Have you missed mama? I asked and smiled.

-Bell misses you mama. Tavia told me and my body shivered when I heared his name. Because I was nervous to meet him this time because he knew my not so much secret anymore.

-Go to him Clarke. He is in his room. Raven said and I followed her orders.

-And Raven, if you see my mother tell her that I am back and okay. She has nothing to worry about, okay? I said to her. I was carrying my daughter in my arms while we walked into the ark and toward Bellamy's room at his home unit. I let Tavia knock on his door. We didn't wait for him to open the door. I just opened it and walked inside putting Tavia down. Bellamy didn't look at me so I walked over and sat down on the edge of his bed where he was laying on his back.

-What did you want me to say when I "came back from the dead" exactly with a daughter? Something like "Just so you know the grounders arranged my marrige with the commander. Which means that I was forced to marry him. By the way he was the one who raped me against my will even if I got a beautiful daughter that means the world to me". Bellamy, you are the one that I trust the most in this world, the one who keeps me sane when everything seems to go to hell. Yet you can go on my nerves. You are my best friend, my rock, the one I can turn to for everything and anything. That's one of the many reasons that I let you look after my daughter and no one else. And I love you for that more than you realize. I told him and he was now looking straight at me. We both just realized what I had said. I was shocked by my own words. I hadn't meant to tell him the last part.

-You looove me? He asked while dragging out the "love".

-I didn't say that. I didn't mean it like that. I said, or more like stuttered.

-Whatever you say princess. He said and I blushed.

-Tavia and I better go. See you later? Okay, good. Bye Bellamy. I said and took Tavia and left his room unit. I let out a breath that I didn't knew I was holding. That was close. So close. We walked to the mechanic station there Raven probably were at. Tavia ran before me. I don't know why she was in a rush. I was right. Raven was there working on something. I didn't bother asking her what she was working on because I would probably not understand a thing.

-Mama loves Bellamy. She told Raven and giggled as she was standing infront of her. I was still standing in the opening of the door. I didn't dare to look at Raven.

-Is that so? How do you know that kiddo? She asked Tavia curiously.

-Mama told Bellamy that. She said.

-That's enough honey. I said to Tavia. Both of them looked at me and smiled.

-She really needs to find friends in her own age. People here have already started to re-produce again. I said and looked at Raven as we started to laugh together.

-Yeah, you are right about that. Raven said.

Octavia's POV:

A couple minutes ago Clarke's friends, Luca, Chloe and Lincoln came and got their horse. The guy named Lincoln looked really mysterious and something about that made me think that he was very intresting. Somthing inside me wanted to get to know him. Bellamy wouldn't be very happy about it. But I am twentytwo years old now after all. So he can't decide things for me anymore. Even if I sometimes like that he is a protective brother. At the same time it is nice that he is not over protective anymore. Out of the ark came Bellamy running toward me. He looked happy yet weird. I couldn't really tell why but it most be something good.

-O, I need your advice. He said while he was trying to catch his breath.

-Really? This is like the first time in ages. Go on and tell me. I can be a good adviser. I said.

-If someone tells you that they love you for doing something really nice. And that you are their best friend and rock. What does that exactly mean? Bellamy asked me.

-I know that you are talking about Clarke when you said someone. But if you want to know, Clarke indirectly declared her love for you big brother. I told him and I was so happy for him. I knew that they both love each other.

Bellamy's POV:

I know that you are talking about Clarke when you said someone. But if you want to know, Clarke indirectly declared her love for you big brother. Octavia had told me. Those two sentences were stuck in my head. Along with what Clarke had said "And I love you for that more than you realize".

I was helping around at camp until the evening when I was going to eat some food along with my friends. It would might be an intresting dinner or not. I just have to wait and see for myself. I sat down beside Miller and Monty who had come back from being out and hunting. And Bryan were sitting next to Miller who was his boyfriend. Harper, Raven and Octavia were also at the table. They were all talking. They jumped from one topic to another and back again. Octavia were going on and on about some guy that she had meet and it made me a little worried because she didn't mention who he was. She stopped talking when Clarke sat down on next to Harper with Tavia on her left side.

-What are you guys talking about? Clarke asked.

-Just a guy that Octavia has a big crush on. But she doesn't want to tell us the name of this guy. Monty started to describe for Clarke how this guy looked like the way Octavia had told us.

-Oh, are you talking about Li. Clarke didn't have the chance to continue her sentence.

-CLARKE DON'T! She yelled.

-Wait, you know who it is? Harper asked.

-Of course. There is only one person that representate that description. But if Octavia doesn't want me to say who it is when you guys shouldn't preasure her. Trust me. He is a caring person who is amazing. You would really like him Bellamy. Clarke said and smiled.

-Thank you Clarke. I knew that you were my best friend. Octavia said to Clarke.

-Seems like you got a crush on that guy. Bryan said. If eyes could kill Bryan would be dead now.

-It's okay. After all, Clarke already has a boyfriend. Octavia said and everyone looked at Clarke with curiousity.

-Is that so? I thought that you loved...

-I need to get some food for Tavia. I'll be back. Clarke said and hurried away. What she hadn't thought of is that she already had given Tavia food that she was eating.

-I will go and look for her. Stay with Tavia. I said and hurried after Clarke.