All I need is you - Bellarke

Chapter 6

Clarke's POV:

The next day I was still in the medical bay just laying down and realxed. My daughter was laying next to me. My mother and I had a long conversation yesterday about everything that had happened to me and I told her not to tell anyone right now. We as in me and my daughter still has to get used to this place again. And somehow I don't want people to know what happened to me. Even if I know that I have to explain myself. Because I know they will start to asume things and I don't want that to happen. Special Bellamy.

As I was laying on my back and just thinking about everything and anything I heared some coughing. I pulled myself up with the arm that wasn't broken and I saw Bellamy. I wasn't really myself yesterday so it would feel good if we had a real conversation now after all these years. I was more than happy to see him. He walked over to us and sat down beside me. For several minutes we just sat down and looked at each other without talking. For once it was nice to not have anyone asking any questions. After a few minutes Bellamy decided to speak.

-I won't ask you how you are feeling because I can tell the answer without you actually telling me. Bellamy said.

-You have no idea how happy I am to finally see you again. I told Bellamy and I could see that he was now smiling.

-I though you were dead. Bellamy said. Or more like stuttered. I could see the sadness in his eyes when he said that.  I felt really bad for him.

-Guess you were wrong then. Because I am more than alive. I said and took his hand and mine.

-And yes, I am very glad to see you to princess. Bellamy said. That was a long time since I heared that nickname. I can't even remember then the last time was but I like it. Special when Bellamy says it. Both of us were quiet for another few minutes.

-So you are a mother now huh? Bellamy said.

-Seems like it. I never thought that I was going to be the mother at the age of nineteen. Still, I think that I have done a pretty good job on my own. She doesn't really know anyone else except for me. She was to small to remember everything that I went through. I told Bellamy.

-I know that you talked with Octavia. But how did you manage to escape? Bellamy asked me. I knew that he would ask that.

-Her name was Chloe. She helped me escape. I don't know what or if something happened to her since she helped me. She used to help me with Tavia. She was the only one that I could trust there. She was different compared the the others. She never wanted to harm anyone like most of the people did. I would probably still be there if it wasn't for her. I told her that I would come and get her since she didn't like it there. She might be one of them, but she didn't want to be. And I still haven't gotten her out of there. I feel like I let her down. Sometimes I thought that I should go back to get her even if it was dangerous. But I could never leave Tavia alone. What if I wouldn't make it back and get caught? Then it would have been for nothing and Chloe wouldn't forgive me. I told Bellamy.

-You did what you had to do to get your daughter out of there. It wasn't a safe place at all. You need to understand that. Whatever happened to her isn't your fault. And if she is lucky she is okay. Bellamy said.

-Mama? I heared Tavia say. I looked over at my left side and she was sitting up now. She looked around and asked where we were and I told her. Bellamy was sitting by my right side and I could tell that he is a little uncomfortable. I could understand that he was that.

-All right, I will just go and erm... do something. Bellamy said and stood up.

-Please stay Bellamy. I said and gave him a weak smile. I think that it was more like a plea. I was tired of being alone. I mean I have my daughter but it feels good to have someone you can relate to and someone you can be yourself around all the time. Someone that makes you feel safe even if you aren't safe for some reason. I think that my someone special is Bellamy Blake. Even if he was a pain in the ass in the beginning. Deep down I might had liked it. Just might.

Octavia's POV:

I was standing in the middle of the courtyard at camp Arkadia. Wherever I looked and turned I could hear some people talking and mention Clarke's name. I got frustrated. Yet I tried not to get upset about it. Of course people are curious about Clarke. After all she had been their leader once. I haven't seen her at all today or Bellamy for a matter of fact. So my conclusion are that they are together now. I don't mean together littarly.

-How is Clarke doing? I heared a voice behind me. It was Raven Reyes. She is a friend of mine. Yet someone that I sometimes can't stand. But she sure is a bad ass from time to time and I like that about her.

-I haven't checked on her today. She will be more than just fine. She is Clarke Griffin after all. A few broken ribs and other stuff can't make her stop doing what she does best. Protecting those she love. She's more than strong. She's a warrior of her own kind. I told Raven. Before I walked away I turned to Raven and said

-And Raven, things with you and Bell are going to change again. After all he got his princess back. His only princess. He won't let her disappear again. She is the one. That I am sure of. I said and walked away.