All I need is you - Bellarke

Chapter 21

Clarke's POV:

That same evening everything was more than fine. Me, Bellamy, Tavia and our friends were sitting outside eating food with the rest of the camp. But as usual we were never intressted in their conversations.

-You really catched some great meat. Bryan said. Everyone agreed with him.

-So give me the story of why Dave came back with a black eye. Harper said. I looked at Octavia and Miller and shock my head. I didn't want this conversation to come up.

-Nothing really. He said somethings and I sorta hit him. Octavia said. They all bought the lie except for Bellamy. And of course he was going to say something about it.

-But you said that you gave him the black eye. Bellamy said. Now all my friends looked at me and Octavia.

-Dave asked if Clarke was scared that Bellamy would dish Clarke and go back to Raven just because Dave as a thing for her. If you aren't there Bellamy to protect your princess Miller has to do it. Murphy said as he walked by and laughed.

-Just shut the hell up Murphy! Miller said. Murphy didn't say anything else. He did as Miller had told him and then walked away.

-Don't listen to him Clarke. You have nothing to worry about. Raven said.

-I know. I just got really pissed and slapped Dave.

-Mama, violence isn't good! Tavia said to me.

-That my beautiful daughter is all true. Mama shouldn't do that when she gets upset. Excuse me. In need a moment. Can you take Tavia later Octavia? I said and hurried away. I heard Bellamy saying something to them and then walking after me. I wasn't in the mood at all to talk right now. But I knew that I needed to because Bellamy would not let this go. So I walked toward Bellamy's room unit so that we couuld be alone for a while. The good thing is that he doesn't share his room unit with anyone else. He used to share with Miller. But a while ago Miller moved in to Bryan's room unit. As we were inside both of us sat down on his makeshift bed.

-Are you going to tell me what's wrong Clarke? Bellamy asked me. I could tell that he is very concerned about me right now.

-It's about what Tavia said about violence. How can I look her in the eyes and tell her when she gets old enough that I have killed people. People with families? What kind of mother am I? I said as I started to cry. I felt Bellamy embrace me in a hug.

-You are an amazing human being Clarke. You have always done what you need to do just to protect those you love. You might have killed people. But so have many others in this camp done. And many other grounders done. Tavia's biological father was a terrible man. You did what you had to do so that you wouldn't get back to that terrible place there that had no respect for you at all. Our daughter will understand when she gets older what you did was to make sure that she would stay safe. She will still adores you. You are the center of her life. Tavia and I love you so much. Your friends loves you. You have many people who are lucky enough to have you in their life. Bellamy said. I laid down on his bed and so did he.

-You said our daughter. I stuttered. I was so happy to hear him say that.

-If that's okay? Bellamy said a litte unsure.

-That's more than okay. She already sees you as her father. I have never thanked you for being in my life, always there when I need it and for loving me. You make me feel safer than anyone else. I will love you infinity Bellamy Blake. I said and kissed Bellamy. We were just laying beside each other and cuddle and we didn't talk for several minutes. I enjoyed it more than I though I would.

-Princess? Bellamy whispered.

-Yeah?

-I know that this might be a little early us. But I want to have a baby with you. Of course I love Tavia. But I want a biological child with you. I want to give our daughter a sister or a brother. I am twentyeight years old and we don't get any younger after all. Maybe in six month or a year? What do you say princess? Bellamy said. I was quiet for a while thinking about the idea.