dear diary, » kang daniel

7:18AM, 20042014

dear diary,

it's the first day of high school.
i'm hella nervous.
and not to mention, i moved to
busan so everything is literally
new to me. i still hate the fact
that we had to move to a new
hometown. i hate my mom.
i know i've ranted about it
before but i can't help to
think that she's being
unreasonable. why move to
busan just for her job?
it's not as if she'd get any rise
in her pay. seriously, i'm still
so angsty about this. i already
miss my friends, and my
neighbourhood TT
as i'm writing right now,
i'm in the bus to school.
hearing people's conversations
here, they really have heavy
busan accent. i'm scared i can't
get used to all these and look like
a dumb f^ck in high school.
i think my anxiety is coming
back i swear to god oh my god
there's also a couple of students
here wearing the same uniform.
they have their own friends.
except for one or two, sitting alone.
one's a girl. i can only see her
back view. it looks like she'd
be someone pretty.
not too sure whether she's
a freshmen like me.
then there's a guy
listening to music.
he is 2 seats away from me.
i saw his name tag.
kang something.
i think he's a freshmen.
he's holding onto the same
textbook as mine. should i
approach him? he looks...
abit scary.