dear diary, » kang daniel

12:39AM, 27062015

dear diary,

"if you're not doing this,
would you want me to find
other girls to replace my
beloved girlfriend?"

i know this is not right,
i'm disgusted myself.
but all i ever wanted
was to feel loved and that
was exactly what daniel
showed me. all this god
damn while, he did
everything for me.

he asked for a favour but
why do i feel so wronged?
why am i too scared to
stand up for myself?

i was really. very.
scared to lose
daniel. i would
hate myself so much
for this, but i have to
keep daniel close to me.

today was the fourth time.