dear diary, » kang daniel

11:38PM, 20022016

dear diary,

i want to forget everything.
especially of daniel, if i keep
getting reminded of him
every single time, when will
i ever live normally? when
will i finally smile genuinely?
when will i finally be able
to talk to sera or daniel
without feeling shitty.

i wish i wasn't in love with him
i wish he didn't talk to me.
i wish he minded his own fucking business and not butt in into me and hana's conflict.
i wish he wasn't in the same motherfucking project group as me.
i wish he wasn't in my class.
i wish i didn't noticed him in the bus.

oh, i wish i could've just stayed in seoul.

i wish none of this happened.
i really just want to forget
and restart all over.

so was it intentional all this while?