A Loaded Smile - Kellic

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A/N: I know the song I'm going to use in this chapter isn't technically a PTV song, but Vic was featured in it & it fits really well so screw it I'm going to use it (Starving for Friends by Slaves feat. Vic Fuentes).
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Since I was told about Kellin last night, I've thought about it. Maybe I should just talk to him about it. But he hasn't said anything to me since before we ate yesterday. Nothing. This morning I found him still sitting in the corner desk like he was when I fell asleep. I tried to ask him if he was there all night, but he didn't say anything to me. I assume he was cause the bed looked untouched.

I've been humming a tune for the last three days, I was putting words to the tune. It's obviously about him, and it's very sad and depressing, but what about my life isn't? So it's not shock that I found my self humming it out of nowhere. As I was humming and saying words that came to my head that would fit the tune I noticed that Kellin had stopped what he was doing and he started to look at me. I tried to not pay attention to that. I kept doing what I was doing. But he was staring at me now, to be honest I was getting self conscience about it. I stopped humming and started fidgeting.

"Why did you stop?" He asks.

"You're staring" I state.

"You play" he says.

"Huh?" I was confused.

"You play guitar" he says.

"Yeeeah, how did you know that?" I ask.

"The callouses on your fingers, only people who play guitar have them there" he says.

"So?"

"Sing" he says.

"Why? I can't" I say.

"Yes you can" he argued.

"No I can't, sing for me" he says.

"No I really can't sing" I say back.

"Yes you can, I know you can" he says.

"How do you know?" I ask.

"I told you I know everything, so sing for me" he said.

I was going to humor him and sing. Even though I know for a fact I can't hold a tune that well. So I started singing whatever came to my head. Which ends up being the song I was humming and saying words to.

"I miss the days of being on fire, damn
I miss the days of being on fire
Riding around with the ones that keep me inspired

I miss the days of feeling on fire
I miss the days of feeling on fire
Riding around with the ones that kept me inspired

But I could've been wrong, I could've been right
And none of you seem like friends tonight
See I was just waiting for the moment to take me away
It's just one of those days, oh yeah

Can we let it go?
Will we ever let it go?
(Will we ever let it go?)
I feel the only way to let it go is to say I'm sorry

Don't make me wait for a falling star
I've been afraid that the blood in my heart
Won't sing for me a melody that's ours
Drown me in the rain, I'd swim and sink for you