A Loaded Smile - Kellic

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I don't know what I was expecting but I know it wasn't that. Kellin was freaking out I have no idea why but he was I walked back out and I found Erin. I told her that Kellin was freaking out and I don't really know what to do. I don't know anything about him or why this was happening so I'm kinda useless.

She came running in and took the thing he was holding out of his hand and she gave him something then he seemed to calm down and she lead him away from me and out of the room. I stood there dumbfounded. What the hell was that? 

I walked back to where Kellin was and looked around I saw one of the paperclips sitting there on the floor, which is odd. I picked it up and noticed that it was bent a bit I put it back on Kellin's desk and went back to lay on my bed. After a few minutes Erin came back in here.

"Vic we need to talk" she said.

"Ok" I said kind of uninterested.

"Well, it was a good thing you came to get me when you saw Kellin, but there's a few things you should know about him" she said.

"Has he told you why he's here? Or anything about him?" She asked.

"No, why?" I said.

"Kellin has schizophrenia, and he was having a psychotic episode" she said.

"Wow ok, he'll be ok right?" I said surprising myself.

"Yeah, this has happened before don't worry it's normal for schizophrenics to have these but when he does you have to tell me ok like you did just a few minutes ago ok. Oh and if you see him not taking his medication you have to tell me to cause apparently he hasn't been taking them so that's probably what triggered this" she explained.

"So now I have to babysit a psycho" I said. I don't really care if I sound rude. I don't belong here. With him especially.

"Vic I get your reluctant to accept that you need help too but don't make fun of people that have a problem they can't control, it's rude and pretty ignorant alright" she said.

"Sorry" I said insincerity.

"Vic you have problems like everyone else here, you may not as bad as some of them, but you need to respect everyone, just the same"

"Whatever"

"You'll come to learn that and accept the help that you need to get better, but the sooner you do the sooner you get to leave and be back with your family and friends again. Think about it" she said then she got up and left. I rolled my eyes at her. There wasn't much to do around here so I laid on my bed, then I fell asleep.

"Alex please answer me, what the hell is going on?" I plea through text. I keep sending him messages. He's not answering me my heart rate went up I could feel it. No this text couldn't be right Alex, he loves me he said so this can't be right. Then I drive up to our home and I see boxes on the porch and I parked the car and went to see what that's all about.
There was a note on one of them it said 'Vic it's over; don't bother calling me I don't love you anymore. I sold the house and this is all your shit get it out of here before morning- Alex' . I then opened the boxes and it was all my stuff. I looked back at the note and read it again. I opened the house and saw it completely bare.
No Alex I loved you how could you do this to me? I just sat there and cried for a couple hours. Then I left the house with all my stuff there. I walked all the way to the train station
"You fucking liar" I yelled to myself as I read the text message I got two hours ago over and over. With the tears running down my face. Fuck that ass, but I still can't seem to let him go. I still love him, but he doesn't love me back. . .