Hurt

Chapter 6

I was walking around the garden to help me cool off. I know what I do is wrong but it was the only thing that I found comfort in. I know Chris is only trying to help me, but my hate for him and anyone in the werewolf community is too much and I rather die than accept any form of help from them.

"Well. well, well, look who we have here." I heard from behind me. Lovely, it's my bitch of a sister.

Sighing, "What do you want Jenny?"

"What? I can't come talk to my little brother? I overheard your fight with Chris, well everyone did. We're surprised that not only are you a hooker but a drug addict too?"

I just looked at her with disinterest. If she thinks I care about what they think she's wrong. A part me is hoping with them finding about my addiction they might demand their alpha to kick me out.

"Good for you, I'm glad everyone's hearing is still working. Now what is it you actually you want?"

"Hm, it's simple - I want you gone. You're becoming a bother to me, Christian no longer comes to me. Instead he always pushes me away. We were so happy before you came, but you had to ruined it!"

"I didn't want to come here, your little alpha forced me back. If you can convince him to let me go, I'll be more than happy to leave. If you haven't notice I try to keep my distance from him, but that shithead keeps bothering me. It's your job to make sure he's satisfied enough that he won't go sniffing for me, but clearly you can't even do that."

"Listen here, I've tried everything, even with this child he's not budging."

"Child?"

She smirked when she heard my question. She grabbed her belly and spoke up,

"Yes child. Forgot you don't have a wolf anymore so you wouldn't be able to smell it. I'm a month and half."

Something within me was hurt and sad hearing Christian and her had a child together.

"Your first?"

"Oh no, no this is our third child. The other two have gone to a children's summer camp they'll be back next week."

Three kids? How can Chris bring me here and want to start a relationship when he already had a family to care for? It would be too confusing for their kids when they find out, especially if they grew up thinking their parents were each other's mate. I couldn't imagine the pain they would feel when they find out their daddy no longer loves their mommy because of a stranger.

"Well congrats, I hope your pregnancy all goes well." I say before I walk away. I had to walk away, I didn't want to say or do anything I may regret later. I headed to my room and went straight to the shower. I turned it on and took all my clothes, stepping in I couldn't contain my tears. They began spilling, seeing Jenny pregnant reminded me of my loss. Losing it before I can even feel it kick inside me, or hold it, celebrate their birthday. I just stayed in the shower crying my heart out.

After what I'm guessing it has been an hour or two I got out of the shower. My eyes were puffy and red from the crying. It was close 6pm meaning dinner was almost ready, I decided to get dress and head out before anyone comes knocking at my door. There were already some people there, kids were running and playing. I couldn't help but sadly smile as I saw them.

I took the chance that Chris wasn't here to sit on the left instead of the right chair. Jenny came down and sat down and gave e a fake smile. I ignored her and continue to be on my phone, a few minutes later I heard the chairs next to me be moved. Im guessing it was Jenny's parents, I didn't want to turn around, and have them start a conversation with me. Finally Chriscame down he looked between me and Jenny before he sat down.

The maids were about to serve the food before Chris stopped them and spoke up.

"Jenny, trade seats with Kyle."

"But I-"

"Just trade. This is not up for discussion."

"It's ok alpha Christian I chose to sit here. I also prefer to sit here." I said as nicely as possible.

"I didn't ask, and like I said switch seats. Make it quick I don't want to punish you both."

I wanted to argue but before I could Jenny stood up and made her way to me. I didn't want to cause a scene and I was very hungry so I moved too. Once Jenny and I were seated the maids began to serve our food. Everyone was chatting among each other, Chris tried to start up a conversation but I decided to just eat. The faster I finished the quicker I can leave. I was done and was about to get up before Chris grabbed my hand and pulled me back down.

"Stay, I have an announcement to make, and it involves you so you need to stay here."

I huffed but stayed seated, I wonder what kind of announcement he had. Also what did it had to do with me? I was trying to think what it can possibly be but I came up empty handed. After an hour of being seated everyone was done eating, god these people were slow eaters. We got up and headed to the meeting room. Chris had me sit up in the stage with him, I seriously wanted to know what he was going to say.

"I have some important things to say to everyone about the future of this pack. As you may all know, I have brought my true mate back to this pack. I know there is some confusing given that I am married and mated to Jenny. So I decided on the next full moon I'm going to mate with Kyle!"

I quickly looked at him, I then looked into the crowd and everyone was surprised. They all turned to me, I didn't like the way they just stared at me and did the only thing I know to do. I ran. I ran out the house and into the forest I kept running until I came into a clearing. I dropped to my knees and began to cry.

Not out of sadness but frustration. Im being forced to stay with someone I don't want, my freedom was ripped away. Even though my living style wasn't the best I had the freedom to do as I please. I did whatever I wanted, nobody was in control of me. But now Chris comes and changes everything. I didn't think my hate for him could get any stronger, he comes and makes it worse. I hear footsteps and I didn't have to turn around to figure who it was.

"Why?" I asked him

"Why are you doing this to me? Haven't you done enough?"

"I love you, and I want you to stay by my side. I already lost you once I can't lose you again. We also belong together we're mates!"

"NO we were mates. Don't you see Chris?! That bond was broken 5 years ago! We could never go back to the way we were both. Ive gone through to much to go back into that innocent sweet mate you remember. Chris please! If at any point you loved the way you said you do then please let me go."

He looked at me with sad look, I knew it broke his heart to know we could never go back but it was the truth and I hope he does let me go.

"I know, I know you're hurt but I can't let you go. Maybe one day you'll understand." He says as he wraps me up in his hand and kisses my forehead.

At that moment, the little hope I had was broken. The only thing I did was cry my heart out.