The Rich Emo: Ouran High School Host Club

I'm Still Hurting

~~~~Two Weeks Later~~~~

"Celia, υπάρχει κάποιος εδώ για να σε δει. (Celia, there's someone here to see you)" Aunt Thea tells me on the other side of my door and I didn't take my eyes off of my TV. 

I've been watching "Moana", I don't know how many times. But it makes me happy somehow.

"You can go in, honey." Aunt Thea says then she opens the door.

I look up, away from the television, seeing a tall blonde man, with violet amethyst eyes, fair skin, wearing a black t-shirt, a red and black flannel over it, khaki colored jeans, black converse, and sunglasses resting on his head.

"Thank you, Miss. Asahina. I'll just be talking to Celia." Tamaki responds then he walks into my room, closing the door behind him and stands in front of it with shocked eyes. 

I hadn't brushed my hair in a while, taken a shower, brushed my teeth, slept, eaten, or even left my house for a really long time. 

All of the other host club members came to visit me and Tamaki was on vacation two days after James died. He was the last host club member to visit me. Kyoya was the first one to come over and give me all of the lessons I've missed. Honey had me play with him and eat sweets so that I can eat. Mori and I went out on a jog. Hikaru came over and listened to music with me. Kaoru came over and helped me not look like I was homeless. And Haruhi came over and her and I watched movies together.

"I never thought you would let yourself go like this. I mean, you and James were irrseperable and now, you two are. It's kind of interesting how two people that've been around each other for such a long time, can end up like this." Tamaki mentions then he walks over to my vanity and grabs my brush, some of my makeup, and a hair straightener. "Do you mind if I go through your closet to get you clothes?" He asks then I slowly shake my head and I heard him skim through my closet full of shirts. "Hmmm, this shirt is cute with these shorts. Then," Tamaki mutters then he sighs, "Celia, please mind my perverted question, but are you wearing a bra and panties or no?" Tamaki asks.

"No...bra..." I mumble then he goes into my dresser and pulls out a pink laced bra and I see him turn bright red out of the corner of my eye.

"H-Here, let's get you dressed then we can go do something f-for a while, s-sound good?" Tamaki asks then I nod slowly then I feel pressure behind me as Tamaki sits down behind me.

"Alright, Celia, I'm going to take off your shirt and put your bra on you." Tamaki tells me. "Is that okay?" He asks with embarrassment and unsure in his voice as I nod slowly again. 

He then grabs the bottom of my shirt and starts to pull it up as I sort of lift up my arms then he pulls my shirt off of me. He then grabs the bra and slides the straps over my arms and clips it on, in the back. He then slides a blue t-shirt on me then hands me shorts as he faces his back to me.

"Go ahead and change into these shorts. I don't want you to get the wrong idea of me." He says then I slide off the furry pants I had on and slide on the shorts.

"Done..." I say quietly then Tamaki turns back around and grabs my brush and starts to brush out my hair.

"I thought I would never ever see you in this state. Apparently, I was wrong." Tamaki comments as I feel the top of his warm hands brush against the back of my neck. 

He then brushes my hair down then grabs the hair straightener and starts to straighten my hair.

"Now I know she'll never leave me

Even as she runs away

She will still torment me

Calm me, hurt me