Run Away J.M.

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Rose's pov

I stare out the window, trying to  gather all of my thoughts. I take in a deep sigh, sitting down in the chair.

Should I ask him about what happened tonight? Don't ask him, Rose. He got very upset when it happened. I'll give it some time.

I walk to the bed, laying down on my back. I feel something in my back pocket, and take out a phone.

My eyes widen, as I realize I still have it. I unlock it, looking through the brand new phone. I go to the app store, and press download on Candy Crush. A screen pops up, asking for my password.

I groan to myself, it's safe to go and ask him the password, right? I mean, he gave me the phone to use.

I stand up walking out, and down the stairs, trying to find him. I hear a piano, and my ears follow the sound. I soon hear singing and my eyes widen.

I get to a light brown door, that is crack a centimeter open already. My eyes look through and I see Jason at the piano.

(A/N: Start the video 1:10, you're welcome ahaha)

"Don’t fight fire with fire. If I’m screaming, talk quieter. Understanding and patience. Feel the pain that I’m facing" I watch him in shock, not believing my eyes.

"Be like Serenity. Help me position my mind. Take a chance, make a difference in my life" he sings, and my mouth drops.

"Maybe you could change me.
Maybe you could change me. Maybe you could be the light, that opens up my eyes. Make all my wrongs right. Change me, change me" he says moving his head around. He turns towards the door quickly, and I jump from it.

I breathe heavy, as I hear the piano continue. I walk back to the stairs, going upstairs, I guess I'm not getting that password anytime soon.

I tip toe back up to the room, and shut the door behind me. I walk back to the bed laying down, and place the phone down.

Was that song, about me? Of course it was, who else would he write that about. He was just s-so, unlike him.

I click on the television, watching a few episodes of Impratical Jokers. I focus on the ceiling as I look up at it.

I hear a soft knock on the door, and I sit up. I take a deep breath, not ready for him to talk to me again.

"Come in" I say as my voice cracks a little bit. He sticks his head through the door, a smile forming onto his face as he sees me.

"I came to say goodnight" he says walking over to the other side of the bed, sitting on it.

"If you want you can come and sleep with me" he says, almost begging me, and I sigh.

"I'm going to sleep in here tonight, Jason" i say, trying not to trigger him, "It's nothing personal, I just have alot on my mind" I say, as he looks back at me.

He crawls over to me, sitting infront of me. He taps his lap, and I climb on top of him. I cuddle into his chest, hugging his warm body.

"I love you Rose" he says, as I take a deep breath, "I know the first time i told you that I did, was not at a good time. I feel like nothing is a good time anymore" he sighs and I rub his chest in circles with my thumb.