unforgettable ; grayson dolan (sequel to just a fan)

six

flashback

alexa

i zippered up my jacket and sat on the park bench waiting for grayson

i saw a tall figure in a black hoodie walking the path and i could tell it was grayson

he walked up to me and we didn't say anything we just hugged

"are you okay" i mumbled into his chest

"i'm fine, i didn't get arrested just detained. but what about you babe" he said

"they diagnosed me with ptsd and now i take pills. i don't know why though they make me more angry and depressed then before" i said

"i'm so sorry" he said

"no i am"

we awkwardly stood there for a minute

"so why are we here because it's obviously not to hang. and i leave tomorrow for europe" he said

"yeah i asked you here to talk" i said

"listen. when i'm on this medication i'm a whole different person. i'm not happy. i'm basically a monster. and i don't want you to have to live with someone like that" i said

"wait are you breaking up with me" he asked

i swallowed

"what i thought we were just here to talk!" he said and sounded angry

"my mom almost got you arrested last week! why would you want to stay with someone who's mom is physco and now i'm crazy too!" i screamed

"plus i don't have any way of keeping in touch with you while your on tour! this relationship is a joke!" i screamed getting more angry

"oh so now the relationship was a joke!" he said back

i started to tear up

"alexa don't do this"

"i can't"

i wiped my eye

"we still both have feelings though! we can't just give up now!" he said

"if i tell you i don't can this be over" i said

"fine. tell me you don't love me anymore" he said and he started to cry too

"i don't love you anymore grayson" i said

"you're lying" he screamed very loud

"i don't love you! i never have! leave me alone grayson!" i screamed

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{ damn. flashbacks are over}