Ethan's pov
We were at Kat's aunts house for a long time. Kat got a text from Isabel saying that it was okay to come home now. We nodded to each other and Kat stood up.
"It was nice to see you aunt Kaylee but I think it's time for us to go home now. It's getting kinda late," she said looking at her mom who started to stand up. We all walked out and I offered to drive Kat home. Her mom gave her a look and Kat came with me.
"Sorry about kissing you. I just thought we needed a distraction," I said getting into the car. She sat down in the passenger seat and looked at me.
"Then what are we," she asked. I was a little shocked. I honestly didn't think we were anything.
"Well. We kissed Kat, but I'm gonna be honest," I said turning to her."I'm not over Isabel. And honestly it's probably not good. But I'm still in love with her. For some reason I can't get her out of my head. And knowing what her and Grayson did kills me. I wanted to be the one who was with her." Kat looked at me and looked down.
"Oh no Ethan. Just don't do anything stupid okay," she said hugging me. I looked down at the steering wheel.
"I just wish Grayson would've known. Or that I would've said something," I said.
"Well why didn't you," she wondered.
"I guess I was scared. That after all that time she wouldn't even look at me the same. Plus I did go back for her," I said.
"What do you mean," she asked cocking her head back in confusion.
"When we went to Jersey I made Grayson go to your old house. Just so I could see Isabel. Even if I didn't get to say hello, but just to see if she's okay and happy. Then we saw the for sale sign. I felt weird after that. Like hurt I guess," I said almost tearing up." That's the only think I ever regret in my life. Is not telling her sooner."
"I'm so sorry Ethan. I bet if Grayson knew. You would be the one at Isabel's side right now," she said. I was done talking about it so I started the car and drove her home. When I was driving myself home. I started to ready myself for Grayson talking about it. I really don't wanna hear about it. I feel like I'm lost. Like I'm missing apart of myself. Is it Isabel being with Grayson or is it just me being over dramatic?
