Suicide Prevention

Chapter 17.5: I Want Her

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Mike’s POV

Her house was so small compared to mine. It did not even seem like it was two bedroom; just a kitchen a tiny restroom as I could see, a sofa which was made up to look like a bed and another room that door was shut. There was also one small T.V which looked to be controlled by an antenna. Wow. I haven’t seen one of those in a while. I stopped surveying her house and turned to look at her. She was staring at me as if she had just seen a ghost. She was a mere five feet away from me with her hand propped upon the island/ breakfast bar that was absent of any stools.

“What are you staring at me like that for?” I asked a bit nervous. She was looking at me with a look that I could not put my finger on. Was it desire or anger?

“Get out!” She yelled.

Ima go with anger. I took a few steps towards her. “Why do I have to go?” My voice sounded pathetic-like a little kids getting told to go to bed.

She stepped back. “I’m going to get into trouble if you’re here with me.”

I put a pensive look on my face. “Well no one seems to be here right now.”

My body was becoming all tingling and shit. I know it sounds gays but it is. I think I have fucking butterflies. Now that’s some homo ass shit. What the fuck kind of boy gets butterflies? I’m supposed to have a boner not some fucking animals have a tea party in my stomach and shit. What the fuck was this girl doing to me? It’s getting a bit overwhelming. I mean look at her standing all insecure. She was so sexy when her faces became all red and shit. Oh yeah I know that she wanted me here. How could she not? I mean look at her she seemed more aroused than me? Her pupils were all dilated and shit. Why she trying to act all hard to get?

“You still need to leave.”

Fucking liar. Her voice was all shaky and shit like she could barely even breathe. I guess she was suffering just as I was. I knew she felt the heat that I felt. I took more steps towards her and she backed into the sofa and fell.

Thump! She bounced a little when she landed. I stared at her wide eyed. Her legs were..hm..about one foot spaced out and I knew that if I touched her down there it would be soaked and I didn’t even do anything yet. It was just her facial expression. It told all of her secrets. It was like reading a book.

“Well what if I don’t want to leave?” I asked. “What if I want to stay and take your virginity?” My head snapped in her direction. “You are a Virgin right?” I could hear the anger in my voice. She had better fucking say yes or I swear I’m beating whatever bitch ass hoe that stuck his fucking thing inside of her. She’s mine!!!

She looked down. “Yes.” She closed her legs then aware that I was staring between them.

I smiled. Then slowly walked over to her. “What time will your parents be home?”

“Never.”

I was standing right over her now. I dropped down to my knees and rested my chin on her thigh. “So can I take you right?” I looked up into her eyes. “I wanna fuck you.”

She shook her head yes. Wow.

“I’m scared.”

“Don’t be…I’ll be very gentle.”

Then all of a sudden she pushed me out of the way and stood up. I landed my face on the sofa with a loud thump. This sofa hard as fuck and that shit hurted. “What the fuck?”

She pointed to the door. “Get out! Now!”

I was confused ass hell. And hard as fuck. What the hell was her problem? She was just so into it.  I stood up and walked over to her and placed me hand on her cheek. “I’m not leaving.” She pushed me away.

“So you think just because im ugly you can use me for sex?

Where the fuck did she get such a stupid idea.

“Hell no!”

“You’re a liar.”

Fuck that I needed her. Now!! I quickly grabbed her waist and pulled her into me.  She tried to pull away but I forced her onto the sofa and forced her legs opened and climbed between. She knew she wanted this and I was going to give it to her.