Suicide Prevention

Chapter 44: The Truth Comes Out

Chapter 44: Truth Comes out

Mike's POV

"I'll see you in two hours. I love you." I said to Kimber before I walked out of her home. We knew that her mom would be coming home soon and we did not want to hear what she had to fucking say about me staying that long. She hated me for no reason at all really. But whatever her or no one else was going to make me break up with my lover-Kimber.

I queitly walked into Brandon's home not wanting to wake anyone up or anything, but I was a little too risky coming in so late because when I walked into the kitchen his mom was standing over the stove cooking breakfast. When I wallked into the room she turned up to look at me.

"I was wondering when you were going to show up." She said. her voice was so weak. She always sounded this way though because combined with the abuse she suffered and the money issues she had her life was nothing but pain. The only thing that brought her any pleasure was going to wactch Brandon's games. She would be in the fron seat shouting her lungs out.

"I'm sorry Mrs. Vivian. I know that I should have never stayed out that long. I have no excuse for it." I answered sincerily. "I would understand if you wanted me to leave."

She laughed. "Oh hush now boy! You know you are welcomed here. I was just worried about you that's all. You could have at least called me so I could be sure that you were alive. I walked in-" She began to cough violently, so I rushed over to her and helo her in my arms.

"Mrs. Vivan! Are you okay? Do you need some water." I asked paniced.

She laughed. "I'm fine Mike! Now go and get some sleep."

I was skeptical. "Are you sure?" i asked.

She nodded violently. "Yes! I'll wake you up in an hour for school Because just because you want to stay out with some fast girl all night doesn't mean that your are going to skip school! Now go ahead so I can finish cooking."

"Yes ma'am." I answered. I let her go slowly and began the walk to my spot on Brandon's floor.

As I was walking past the restroom I heard sounds that sounded strangly like moans. What the fuck? I thought that I was going crazy. I shrugged and contiued the walk, but then I heard it! The sound that I can't even forget to this fucking day! Holland voice..."I love you Marshall. Please don't stop."

What. The. Fuck. I looked over to see the restroom door was closed and the light was on then I heard it again. "Please...keep going. Please..."

i couldn't stop myself from bursting into the room and what I saw was just too much for me to fucking believe. Holland head was back as if she was in pure extacy and Marshall had her shit up and pants down kissing all over her stomach getting lower and lower...

It seemed to take them a minute to come down from thier high of lust and notice me standing there with anger boiling in my stomach. i could barely register the anger that had taken over me in that fucking moment. I could not even control anything that happened in that moment.

"What the fuck is going on in here!?" I yelled. "What the fuck!" What the fuck?" I grabbed Holland and pulled her out of the restroom with her pants down just as they were.

"Mike!" She screeched. "What the hell?"

I hear Mrs. Vivan run to the hall and if I was in my right mind I would have just stopped what I was doing because it was highly disrepectful. But I was soo fucking pissed. I felt betrayed by someone that I called my brother.

He got up from his knees with a somber expression on his face. "Mike I am so sorry! I wanted to tell you!" He explained.

Holland brushed past me and went into his arms. I tried to grab her but she jerked away from me. "Please Mike. I love him!" She cried.

I scuffed. "Love my ass. You don't know anything about him! And how could you do this to me Marshall? After all that we have been through?! You are like my brother and you're screwing my sister! What the fuck man?"

"Look Mike," He began.

"No! I don't want to hear anything you have to say my nigga! Ya'll relationship is over! Now!"

Mrs. Vivan softly carressed my arm. "Now Mike calm down I am sure that he did not mean to hurt you."

I jerked my hand away from her softly. "No he knew what he was doing. He knew that I would not approve of this! He is just using her because she is gulliable. For God's sake Marhall she has a freaking diease! She could die and all you can think about is doing her silly! She's yonger than you!" I yelled. That's when I heard Brandon run up and stand next to his mom.

"Using her?! Mike I love her with all my heart, and her being epileptic doesn't change the way I feel about her."

"No! I do not approve of this. I would think it best if you two stop talking to each other. I do not care if you think that you love each other. And we are no longer friends. I find this too disrepectful." I stated. I felt Brandon's hand clasp my shoulder, but I knew that he wasn't going to say anything. He knew how protective I was about Holland and how protective I was over her.

"What the heck Mike!? Why are you going all crazy. You know how much i love you. How could you ever think I would use your sister for sex?" He asked.

I thought about that for a second. I'm sure that my anser should have been different because I knew how much I meant to him. "Why would I want some no good drug dealer messing around with my sister? Huh!!!! You tell me that? You can get her killed." I knew that I said too much when I heard brandon and Mrs. Vivan gasp. Fuck. I wanted to take it back as soon as I said it, but it would have been to no use becasue I knew that I already lost Brandon and my sister by the looks on their faces.

He just frowned and answered. "Well I am sorry that my mom is not rich or white like yours and don't have the money to keep food on the table, so I have to sell drugs just for us to get by. I mean what do you exspect from me, I am just a black nigger and will always be a black nigger until the day that I leave this Earth! There is nothing out there for me except this life! All of that UCLA is just adream because in reality I can't leave my mom alone with my sister to take care of even with that full ride schlorship! So I guess I am not good enough for Holland! I'm gone and don't worry about me ever again. You won't be seeing me at school aymore I have drugs to sell and they go easier at a public shool anyway."

He stormed out of the restroom and past me without another word. I looked up to see tears in Holland's eyes. "I'm sorry."

"I hate you!" She screemed then ran past me and after Marshall. I didn't stop her because I knew that she would make sure she was okay. Marshall would protect her.

I couuldn't believe that I said that to him. I was so ashamed. I have just lost one of my very best friends over something so stupid. I was too ashamed to even look at Brandon, but I turned around anyway. He looked sad and Mrs. Vivan had tears coming out of her eyes.

"I messed up!" I cried out.

"Yeah you did." Brandon stated.

Shit. How was I going to fix this?